Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“Do you miss snow?”
“No, not as much as I thought I would. I like this kind of weather—cool, a little cloudy, a little rain.”
“I love this weather, too.” I run ahead. “Come on.” I dash out in the wet sand, then run back to avoid the waves. It’s my favorite game. Keep Away, Tristan calls it.
Mattie and I run forward and then backward, shrieking when a wave gets a little too close. I drop my cotton candy in the sand and a gull tries to snatch it. Mattie and I laugh. We spin in circles until we’re dizzy, and I remember the two of us balancing in our dad’s hammock, swinging back and forth, trying to position ourselves just right so we didn’t fall off. Behind us, the neon lights of the Boardwalk switch on, brilliant against the darkening sky.
“Watch out!” Mattie yells, but it’s too late. My brand-new, lime-green sneaker is soaked with icy water. I scream from the cold and shock and run up the beach. I collapse on dry sand like a wounded soldier, but instead of dying, I’m laughing. “Your new shoes,” Mattie says, plopping down beside me.
“They’ll dry,” I say. “But, wow, is that cold!”
We sit on the damp sand and I take off my shoe, squeeze out my sock. I balance my bare foot on Mattie’s knee. I wiggle my lime-green toenails. Around us, a chilly wind blows off the water. Her jacket makes a loud rustling noise as she zips it to her chin. The faint light of the moon peeks out from behind a cloud.
“My mom is coming home in a couple weeks,” I say. “She wants to invite Frank to Thanksgiving. Before he goes back to Colombia. Your family is invited, too.”
“That’ll be weird,” she says. I nod. We haven’t seen much of Frank Gómez. He took us hiking one weekend, which was nice. We talked about visiting him someday. But for now, he’s already packing his office and getting ready to return to the jungle. I think about his compass, the one that points him away from us. I wonder where mine will point.
“Look,” Mattie says. “First star.”
I stretch out on my back. I gaze at the light twinkling above us. Venus? Mars? If we hadn’t skipped the planetarium, I’d probably know.
“If you stare at a dark spot long enough,” she says, “you’ll notice another star. Every time I think there’s nothing there, another star appears.”
We lie on the beach and watch as more stars pop out one by one.
“Isn’t that Cassiopeia?” I ask.
Mattie’s eyes follow the direction I’m pointing. “Yep.”