Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“Look at this view,” he says, gazing out across the water. Mattie and I stand beside him. She looks obediently. I try to not look, but the ocean sparkles like it’s desperate for my attention. The water below is blue, crashes in foamy waves on the rocks. It’s the kind of view Mom loves. In fact, I’m pretty sure I’ve been to this very overlook before.
“Look,” he says, pointing up the coast. “North, right?”
We squint in the sun. The waves pound out a rhythm.
“North, south, east, west.” I want to roll my eyes. Where is this going?
“You know the directions,” he says, almost like he’s proud of me.
I’m in seventh grade, I want to say, of course I know the directions.
“The sun sets in the west and rises in the east, right? Straight above at noon?” He squints at the sun. “Right now, it’s almost noon, isn’t it?”
We nod. Duh.
“So people know which way is which. The sky helps people navigate. In the day, the sun. And at night, the stars. People still use the stars to tell them things. To show the way.”
My foot taps on the dirt. I remember the students Aiden and Kelly discussing Professor Gómez’s lecture. Is he going to lecture us like he does his college students?
“Do you know what a compass is?”
“Of course,” I say. I feel jittery. This time I do roll my eyes.
“It’s another thing we use to tell which direction we’re going. Right? The magnetic needle of a compass always points north no matter how you turn it.” Frank leans against the low wooden railing between the parking lot and the cliff. The railing is too short to actually keep anyone out. I suppose it’s more like a rule—it can be broken if you want to bad enough. “Everyone has a compass inside them. Only, instead of pointing north, it points to what they’re meant to be, what they’re supposed to do. And no matter what you do, you cannot change that magnetic needle.”
“Are you saying that you have a compass?” I ask. I’m starting to understand why he’s giving us this lecture. And it has nothing to do with college.
He nods.
“Your compass points to Colombia?”
He nods again.
“And your work? You need to do your work, no matter what?”
“Exactly.” He looks sad. “We can’t help which direction our compass needle points. Sometimes, we have to just follow it. For me, that means working in Colombia.”
Mattie’s face scrunches. “Does a compass tell you where you belong?”
“No one and nothing can tell you where you belong, Matilde,” Frank says. “You get to choose. But the compass helps you figure out what’s important.”
“I don’t think I have a compass.”
“If you pay attention, you’ll notice it.”