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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

She looked toward the side room. Bror emerged, his arm around Arno’s shoulder. The boy saw me and stopped. With empty eyes he looked at Bror. Bror bent down, whispered something. Arno nodded, walked slowly past me toward the front door.

“Nice to see you, Cal,” said Mari as she passed. “This is an extraordinary place. The man has something . . .” She took her son’s hand, and together they stood for a moment on the front step. Then they were gone.

I turned toward Bror. “That was unexpected,” I said.

“Sadly the boy is yet to speak. I do what I can to provide counsel.” That same reassuring gentleness. That same disarming smile. I tried to imagine Bror twenty years earlier, in the days before he became a priest, smoking cigarillos and talking earnestly about politics. I could not.

“Now,” he said. “Follow.” He waited until I drew level, then turned down the hallway. “I understand Police Chief Tvist is taking an interest in your case? Did he cite ‘exceptional operational circumstances’?”

I laughed. “Why?”

Bror was not smiling as he turned to me. “You must be careful of this man. He may not be the ally he appears to be. Coffee?”

“Coffee would be good,” I said.

The kitchen was a huge vaulted room, wood-beamed and white-painted, with glass doors that gave on to a vegetable garden. On the facing wall a single oil painting showed a young girl kneeling in a dark stone vault, gazing upon the tomb of a knight.

I stood listening. You could almost feel the house breathe, feel the timbers as they expanded and contracted.

From a cupboard above his head Bror took a stiff-sided paper bag. A single fruit fly zigzagged up into the air. It hovered above him like a mote of dust trapped in the sunlight. He caught my gaze, looked up, smiled. “Ineradicable little buggers. They come in on the coriander plants. Then they make the kitchen their own.” A twinkle in his eye, as if he were challenging me to challenge him.

My phone rang.

“Your wife, perhaps?”

I looked down at the screen. “Excuse me a moment.”

“Of course.”

I walked out into the hall.

“Cal. You disappeared. With Franklin. I got a little worried.”

“Franklin’s here, with me, sleeping peacefully.” I walked to the front door, stood on the porch, watching the doves in their pear tree. “I was about to call you. I’m having lunch.”

“Kind of a late lunch.”

“Coffee, really.”

“You’re in town? The car’s gone.”

I could feel the next lie coming. Yes, Elsa, I’m in town.

I stopped. I looked about me, at the gravel drive and the courtyard and the birds circling a tractor in the field below.

“I’m not in town. I’m at Bror’s farmhouse.”

“With Franklin.” The longest of pauses.

“You told me I could meet him.”

“I did.”

“Can I be honest with you?”