Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“If only life were that simple.” Tvist put an arm on my shoulder. “We’re building a case. One step at a time. This brings us very close.”

Voices murmured. Eyes watched us from all around.

Tvist took his arm from my shoulder. He looked about him at the faces in the crowd. “Do I really have to point out to these people that they are”—he brought his head very close to the face of a young man with a plaited beard—“one hundred meters from police headquarters? This crowd will disperse.” The young man shrank back.

I reached into my pocket. I found on my phone the picture I had taken.

Tvist was turning a slow circle, making sure the crowd had understood.

I passed the phone to Tvist. “I took this at Bror’s farmhouse three hours ago.”

Tvist stared at the screen.

“Eight uniforms,” I said. “In eight bags. And in each of those bags was one of these . . . It’s like a motivational film. With my daughter Licia in a starring role.” I handed him the memory card. “He’s supplying strategic and logistical support to these people. And he’s grooming Arno to step into his shoes.”

“Three hours,” said Tvist quietly. “When this is actionable intelligence—”

“I thought if I laid everything out in front of Licia, with you there, I stood a chance of not losing her a second time.”

He looked at me appraisingly. “And now she’s gone,” he said quietly.

“And now she’s gone.”

I heard myself laugh. It was bitter and hollow.

I said, “I underestimated her intelligence.”

The Hunter

Forty-Two

At home Elsa’s eyes were cold and white, her fury measureless. She listened silently to what I told her, then got to her feet and walked toward the front door. “Don’t follow me,” were her only words.

I stood on the lawn outside, watching her go. And when she was gone I stayed where I was, staring out into the evening. Despair ate at the edges of my thoughts. Licia had been here; we had held her; she was gone.

Then Vee was at my side.

“Where’s Licia?”

I raised my hands. A gesture of surrender. “I don’t know,” I said.

“Dad,” said Vee. “Is everything fucked?”

I could think of nothing to say.

I stood with my head pressed hard against the slick tile, showered till long after the water ran cold, trying desperately to find clarity.

Why had Licia come back? Had she thought she could pick up her life where she had left off? Was mass murder something she believed she could put behind her? Or had she hoped to draw us gently toward a new way of thinking?

Two heroines, Bror had said once. Had they been setting their sights on Vee?

“Why isn’t Mum back?”

I sat up. A shaft of gray-white light across the bed. Vee’s shape in the doorway. Elsa not beside me.