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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

Ahead, Tvist turned to a colleague. None of this was new to him.

I felt a movement beside me. Elsa’s face was clouding with anger. Around us people were exchanging looks, shaking heads. I turned around. Vee’s eyes met mine from the back of the courtroom, full of fury.

The translator’s voice in my ear. “In other words, the police had the information needed in order to apprehend the suspects with no loss of life.”

You could hear the translator sipping water while the prosecutor continued to speak. I caught Tvist’s eye and he smiled; a careful smile, studiedly neutral.

“In fact,” the translator began again, “at one point a police cruiser was directly behind the suspects’ car. We know this from camera footage taken from the police cruiser.”

The anger in the courtroom was intensifying. Elsa was gripping my arm tightly. I could sense the mounting outrage, could feel it rising in me too.

The Post-it note.

The white car.

The police cruiser.

Licia missing, presumed drowned.

The prosecutor finished speaking; she stood looking out across the court; she walked to her desk; she sat down. The translator’s voice continued, catching up with the prosecutor’s words.

“No one at police headquarters thought to pick up and read the note until seven fifty-seven, by which time both suspects had been in police custody for six minutes. And on the island ninety-one people, eighty-seven of them teenagers between the ages of thirteen and seventeen, lay dead. The police, of course, are not on trial here, but . . .”

I saw the look on Elsa’s face. They should be.

I took off my headphones. Elsa leaned in. “I’m okay,” she said.

“Tvist lied to me,” I said. “About the Post-it note. Or it wasn’t exactly a lie . . .”

At the back of the courtroom something clattered to the floor. I looked around. Vee was on her feet; she pushed past her friends and out into the aisle. Her eyes met mine. Her face was streaked and blotched.

“Let’s go,” I said to Elsa, my voice a low whisper.

“You stay, Cal,” said Elsa. She got to her feet.

Vee was at the door of the courtroom.

“You sure?” I said.

Elsa leaned in, spoke very quietly. “One of us needs to witness this.”

In the rows nearby people were staring at us. A woman, a court official in a dark skirt, was making her way toward Vee. Elsa reached the aisle, headed toward the rear exit, exchanged words with the official. The official opened the door and held it. Elsa put her hand on Vee’s back, guided her through it.

The accused men watched as my wife and daughter walked away down the corridor. John Andersen said something to Paul. Paul smirked.

They had noticed our daughter’s distress. They liked it.

Twenty-Five

Tvist caught up with me on the way out of the courtroom. “Cal.”