Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

I took her in my arms. “This is a blow, love,” I said. “But we’ll tell Tvist about the house church, and maybe he’ll turn something up.”

Thirteen

My brother Dan came for the memorial service. I was late to the airport. He was standing there, alone in a black suit, hair cropped close, a tan leather bag slung across his shoulder, coffee in hand.

“The traffic,” I said. “Sorry.”

“Christ, man, don’t be daft. I would have met you at the kirk. C’mere.” He dropped his bag to the ground, bear-hugged me. Always the older brother, though there was only a year between us.

There was whisky on his breath. I stepped back. A tracery of red veins in the whites of his eyes.

“You didn’t sleep on the flight,” I said. “Did you?”

“Wrong way around, pal.” He laughed, shook his head. “You don’t get to worry about me.” His eyes were searching my face, all brotherly concern.

“We’re getting by,” I said.

“Right. Yeah.” He exhaled heavily. There was something more than concern in his eyes. Something more like grief. He ran the palm of his right hand across his right eye, blinked hard. “The station are being understanding,” he said. “So’s Daisy. She wanted us all to be here, but we didn’t feel we could take Lyndon out of school.”

“Dan, the official line is that Licia’s coming back. Great if Vee could hear that from you as well as us.”

“Aye. Sure.” He nodded, swallowed. “What’s your instinct, Cal?”

“My instinct is she’s coming back.”

He was searching my eyes. Perhaps he heard the catch in my voice.

Brake lights in front flashed twice. I cut and swerved to the inside lane, swore under my breath. I felt my seat belt jam. We came to a stop.

“Hate it when that happens. You okay?”

“Are you?” said Dan.

My phone began to ring. I checked the mirror. Gridlock in front. Gridlock behind. I unclipped and unjammed my seat belt, let it flow back into the reel, reattached it. Dan did the same.

I answered the phone hands-free.

That rich voice filled the car. “Cal Curtis? It’s Ephraim Tvist.”

I felt my brother’s eyes on me.

“Hello,” I said.

I heard Tvist say, “A girl matching your daughter’s description . . .” I felt my muscles tense against the news I was sure was to come. Licia’s body, borne by the currents . . . I avoided my brother’s eye.

“A girl matching Licia’s description?”

“Saved the life of a young boy. Got him out of the woods and into the water. While she was in the woods she appears to have jettisoned an ammunition box along with the silver bracelet. I thought you’d want to know. Cal, the men ran out of bullets. When my tactical unit arrived they offered no resistance. It seems your daughter may have shortened the massacre.”