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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“I agree. And certainly not on Garden Island, in that most godforsaken of places. But might not planting a tree turn that moment of yours into something more permanent? Might it anchor the thought of who Alicia Curtis is, until the day she returns?”

I considered this. Most likely Elsa would like the idea. Vee too.

“It might,” I said. “It would certainly be in Licia’s spirit.”

“Then there is another island a little farther down the fjord that I would like you to see.”

Eighteen

We took our boat, traveled an hour down the fjord to the island Bror had told me about. Håøya. Unpronounceable but beautiful, all abandoned factory buildings and wild-roaming goats. German troops had been stationed in this place during the war. The officers’ quarters had been converted to weekend cabins; a small workshop made goat cheese and served coffee.

We moored in a natural harbor on the western side of the island, followed the path up past a simple tarred-wood cabin.

“Strange,” said Elsa.

“What is?” said Vee.

“I’m pretty certain that’s Quisling’s cabin.”

Nordic carvings decorated the heavy front door, roughly cut. Smoke curled from the chimney. Plants hung in baskets from the heavy roof beams. Through the windows I saw plates and pans lined up in the white-painted kitchen; the table was set for a meal of crayfish and crab.

“Who’s Quisling?” said Vee. But Elsa was disappearing fast up the rise, pushing Franklin’s stroller ahead of her, as if sweeping a path.

“Wartime leader,” I said. “Under the Germans.”

“What, like a Nazi?”

“An actual Norwegian Nazi. Sent a lot of Jewish people to their deaths.”

“Why are people using his cabin?”

“I don’t know.”

Elsa had stopped in a clearing where the redbrick mess hall stood. Through high metal-framed windows you could see the stage where German troops had cheered and entertained each other with music and song on chill Norwegian nights. The guts of a piano were spilled across the floor. Someone had taken an ax to it in cruel revenge for the songs it had once played.

“Why are we doing this here?” said Vee. “If this really is a Nazi island?”

“It belongs to people like us now,” said Elsa. “Not to people like that.”

We sat for a while at a picnic table outside the mess hall, listening to the wind in the trees, and, farther off, the bells that hung around the necks of the goats. Sunlight dappled prettily on the brickwork. There was an eerie stillness to the buildings that appealed to Elsa, I guessed; something unresolved and unfinished. She knew this place from her childhood. She had said yes to Bror’s suggestion at once.

“Who’s that?” said Vee, staring toward the far end of the clearing. But when I looked up there was no one there.