Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“You don’t have to explain,” he replied.

I took the seat beside Licia. She watched Edvard go, then turned to me. “Why did you let him touch you like that?”

“Edvard’s a friend,” I said.

She considered this. “Edvard looks like a homosexual. So emotional.”

“Are you asking if Edvard is gay?”

“Is he?”

“He is your godfather Jo’s partner. You didn’t realize? And he’s emotional because he’s glad, Licia. For us. For you. Because you’re back from the dead.”

“You didn’t think I was dead.”

“We did,” I said. I took her hand in mine. Made sure she met my gaze. “By the end we all did.”

She frowned, looked away. “You’re wrong,” she said, as if correcting a simple mistake. “They sent you proof that I was alive. Time-stamped before and after. So that you would know.”

“Before and after what?”

She shook her head as if shaking away a thought.

“My God. Alicia Curtis!”

Mikkel Hansen was standing before us in his stained suit. Strange to see him smiling; I had grown used to his hangdog look. I reached forward to shake his hand, but he bear-hugged me. “Your daughter! She’s here.” I patted him on the back and ended the embrace. He stood, dirty, in clothes that were days old, smiling the most radiant smile. I tried hard to return the smile. His pleasure was genuine. I had been wrong about this man, I thought. I had judged him very harshly.

Licia was sitting stiffly on the blue sofa, staring studiedly ahead of her. I crouched down beside her. “Licia,” I said, “this is Mikkel Hansen. He has been working on your case for a year.”

“Didn’t make a lot of difference,” she said.

Hansen pretended he hadn’t heard. He held out his hand. “I’m so pleased finally to meet you, Alicia. Perhaps we could speak somewhere quieter?” He turned to me. “Tvist will be more happy than you can imagine. Everyone will.”

Licia looked at his hand. “Why?” But she got to her feet and followed him as he led us through the office and into the interrogation room at the end.

“Be right with you,” said Hansen. “Going to get the boss.” He disappeared. Licia and I sat in facing chairs. I leaned forward, took her hands in mine. “Licia, you know no one sent me any proof you were alive.”

“Two videos.”

Of course. The near-black screen. The faint profile. The in-in-and-out of the breathing as she slept.

I laughed. “I’m an idiot.”

Licia looked at me, not understanding.

“We thought someone was trying to cast suspicion on your mum.”

“Why are you laughing?” Licia looked as if she were about to cry.

“Because it’s like some horrible joke, Licia. It never once occurred to us that it could be you. Who did you say sent the videos?”

“I didn’t.”