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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

I lifted the headphone off my right ear. Absolute silence in the courtroom. Beside me, Elsa was quietly shaking her head. The chief judge sat stock-still, staring at the man. The defendant looked around to his brother, nodded, then turned toward the back of the courtroom, stared defiantly out at the survivors, at the families of the dead. No one spoke. There were no camera shutters. I turned to look at my daughter, but Vee would not meet my eye. She was staring back at John Andersen.

The judge leaned across and consulted with a colleague, her hand across her microphone. She turned, sat watching the man for a few seconds. She took her hand from her microphone.

“Defendant Andersen, J., a refusal to enter a plea will be recorded as a plea of not guilty.”

“I understand.”

“Then your plea will be entered as not guilty.”

“I do not recognize the authority of this court.”

He looked across at his brother, who nodded, then leaned forward and spat a gobbet of chewing tobacco into his water glass.

The judge remained composed, but you could feel her anger. She spoke two words.

“Noted,” came the voice in the headphones. “Sit.”

Elsa leaned toward me. I raised an earphone.

“Look at them with their little uniforms, their little salutes, their little speeches.” She gave a bitter laugh. “Look at the fact that they rehearsed the whole thing. Like, We are the Knights of the Round Table. That’s funny, isn’t it? It’s like fucking Monty Python.”

From the bench the chief judge was staring at Elsa.

“Elsa,” I said. I nodded toward the judge.

“Yeah,” she said quietly. “Okay.”

Now the prosecutor stood looking out across the faces of the public. An accomplished woman, blond-haired, eyes of granite. Elsa and I sat up and faced the front.

The prosecutor spoke slowly, left long pauses between sentences, gave the translator time to catch up. She turned to address the judges. In the headphones the translator was affectless and calm, her words seconds behind the prosecutor’s. “In the time between the parking of the van and the explosion, a witness called the police to say she had seen two men in navy overalls as they walked toward a small white car. Something in the men’s demeanor caught in her mind: their behavior was hurried, feverish even.

“The eyewitness gave the police an accurate physical description of the men you see before you: the high foreheads, the wide-set eyes, the West Oslo accents. Both men were blond, she reported, though the eyewitness wondered if the shorter of the men you see before you, Paul Andersen, had dyed his hair; there was something about the eyebrows that did not match. The eyewitness had the presence of mind to note the license number: XR310701. This was indeed the license number of the car that the men drove to Garden Island.”