Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“Could this place be any more politically correct?” A voice I recognized. I turned. A bald man, dark-skinned and powerfully built, in T-shirt and carpenter’s trousers, carrying a large green toolbox in each hand. The immaculately shaved skin of his head, the unmistakable set of his jaw, his eyes so dark that I could not see where the iris ended and the pupil began.

“Jesus,” I said.

Tvist laughed. “It is good to see you too, Cal Curtis.”

“You have a kid here?”

“My little Josi. That’s why we’re all here, isn’t it? Fathers together. For the good of the children. Enforced bonding. This . . .” He looked about himself, laughing. “This is how we build our perfect little social-democratic world.” He handed me a toolbox. “Here is your electric drill.”

“Isn’t this about three conflicts of interest already?” I said.

He punched my arm gently. “I must not forget that you are a satirist. Now, to the diaper room.”

I stood there in the diaper room, with my drill and my bits, and Tvist stood there with his boxes of screws and nails and Rawlplugs and pencils. Around us men painted cupboards in primary colors. In the garden outside, other men swept leaves into green plastic sacks.

“So I’m wrong to think this would be a problem?” I said.

He smiled. “There is no conflict of interest. Precisely because this is for the children.”

There was an openness that I did not remember from the police station. In other circumstances, I thought, we could almost be friends. And yet . . .

And yet that Post-it note. How long had it sat on his desk? While on the island those men murdered four adults and eighty-seven teenagers?

“Nothing can be a problem,” he said, “when it is for the children.”

“All right.”

And so we worked quietly and efficiently, and I swallowed my feelings and concentrated on building shelves for my baby son’s diaper room. Tvist passed me screws and drill bits and Rawlplugs, made neat little marks on the painted walls with his 2B pencil; and for a time the awkwardness between us did disappear. Men at work. For the children.

Afterward we sat on the large wooden planters outside, drinking instant coffee and eating pink wafer biscuits. The older children stood in line for sausages in potato pancakes. Tvist offered me a cigarette, which I accepted.

“Can you imagine this place with an armed guard at the gate?” he said.

“No,” I said. “No, I really can’t.”