6:23PM: need to get more cat food plus shower plus laundry goddamnit i just want to be on a porch drinking mountain dew with a little something else in it and…seems like that’s all…all i want…yeah. should i eat one of the last adderall to keep me going, or what. what the hell. the stuff about worrying about getting ‘called out’ seems like my dad, so great, now i know that, so great. great. sometimes people try farming. should i let the cats roam free and try to work at a farm. free cats back into the ocean…where all the fancy feast in the world awaits them…the fanciest of feasts…wouldn’t they be happy? in the ocean? that is an awful thought no no especially because shirley has been good with her peeing all day. will it ever be back to normal…need ‘life adderall’ to get me back to ‘normal’…will i even feel the effects…mountain dew on a porch…a little something else in it…when can i go home though, do i ever get to go home at the end of this…