11:53pm: dad called. I chopped garlic, shallots, tomato, mushrooms while we talked. He talked about how he likes working with mom on the new offices, they’re like ‘partners.’ he said ‘it just makes my heart sing.’ he said he was happy to see mom outside of work because usually they don’t talk. He kept saying ‘I’m so happy to have a partner.’ mom is ‘office manager,’ he gave her that title. Dad said ‘it’s just so good to hear your voice, to talk a little bit with you.’ I said it was good to hear his voice too. Made plans for dinner on Thursday. He seems very excited about the new offices. Felt complex things…it was easy to talk to him, it’s not usually easy. I told him I was feeling better overall. Told him things about doing the transcription for Tao and the transcriptions I’ll do for Zachery. Felt good to be talking with him comfortably/non-awkwardly. Hung up and made food. Texted Matthew donahoo a few pictures.

JUNE 12, 2013

12:45AM: finished eating. tasted so good. called mom at 12:45 to tell her how it turned out. drank two glasses of white wine with club soda. told her i wanted to go to yoga in the morning, then do car things, then i’d be in maryland. ‘chopped’ has been playing on TV since i got home. also i took out the trash. great.

1:43AM: typed most of this and imported pictures onto computer. texted [omitted] picture of food. watching ‘tattoo nightmares’ on TV. i feel okay. okay.

2:52AM: felt really nauseated. vomited. embarrassed to write that for some reason. want to say ‘i didn’t make myself vomit.’ maybe there was as scallop issue. i think i also just ate too much, it was really good.

4:11AM: woke to an infomercial. ate some hagen daaz green tea ice cream. stomach felt better. put on spurs vs. heat.

7:23AM: woke to basketball stuff on TV.

11:30AM: woke. basketball stuff was still on. have been laying in bed petting cats and reading internet. detailed dream i can almost remember.

12:26PM: drinking sugar-free red bull. haven’t mentioned this but i think i broke my right middle finger a few days ago. a door slammed on it accidentally a few days ago. it’s okay. also haven’t mentioned that the other night i spilled glitter everywhere and now my bed is sparkly. looks better this way.

1:41PM: answered ask.fm questions. got rid of the backlog of questions. okay. just deleted a long thing of me shittalking questions. i’m happy to receive questions still. some of the recent questions i liked. it’s probably obvious, the kinds of questions i don’t like. grea.t baearieakhjaekrhekjfhdksjhbfdskjhfbdskjfhbdskj. going to initiate ‘preparing to leave apartment phase one: shower’ now.