1:30am: an m83 song I initially felt averse to played on shuffle. It’s excited/inspiring-sounding music playing behind a little girl talking about a frog you can touch and then it ‘changes your vision, it makes blue look red, and your mom looks like your dad, and everything looks like a big cupcake and you’re just laughing and laughing, and then you become a frog too,’ or something like that, then something about how ‘everyone would be friends, it would be the biggest group of friends ever.’ Have been listening to it on repeat, think I’m buying earphones mostly to prolong car ride listening to this, then to continue listening when I get home. Seems kind of embarrassing, like something people would call ‘twee’ in a negative way, but fuck that I think people just say that shit because they’re jealous they didn’t think of it first. Like they’re pissed because they initially like it, then they’re like, ‘that’s so obvious but it’s so unusual at the same time, how come I didn’t think of it?’ I think. That’s what I’ve felt anyway. I think. I can’t remember. Actually I did just…I remember ‘hating’ this song when I first heard it, but I don’t remember the reason behind the hating, I just skipped over it.