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  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

Maddy sits in the chair as directed, but she can hardly concentrate as the nurse talks her through the protocol. She winces as the needle pierces her skin, but her mind is whirring. The woman who stole her husband is in this very same building and, as much as Maddy wants to confront her, she knows this is absolutely the wrong place to do it. Everyone their age is coming for a vaccine. She doesn’t want a horrible soap opera-esque scene in public, even though she’s imagined so many.

‘That’s it. All done—’

Before the nurse has even finished the pleasantries, Maddy is straight out of her chair and heading for the exit.

‘You’ve got to wait for ten minutes,’ the nurse calls after her.

‘I’ll wait outside.’

‘But—’

She hurries as fast as she can, without running to the exit sign, but it’s too late. Helen has been waiting. Shit.

‘Maddy,’ she calls. ‘Maddy. Wait.’

‘I have nothing to say to you.’ Maddy pushes through the double doors, but Helen catches the door before it shuts.

‘Please,’ Helen implores as Maddy hurries away from her to the car park. But Helen is following and Maddy rips off her mask and furiously faces her. Can’t she take a hint? She doesn’t want to have this conversation. Not here.

‘Trent is really upset that you won’t talk to him,’ Helen says.

Maddy is speechless for a moment. She’s got the gall … the nerve … to speak to her about how her husband is feeling!

Helen’s wearing an NHS T-shirt, under which she’s got a push-up bra. Well, at least that’s if she hasn’t had a boob job. Maybe she has had a boob job, Maddy thinks, suddenly comparing herself. Helen’s hair is enviably glossy, her skin wrinkle-free and her nails are adorned with fresh acrylics. She’s attractive. Desirable.

With a sickening moment of self-awareness, Maddy realises that she has always felt as if she’s had the upper hand among her peers. She’s always felt the prettiest, the coolest, but right now she feels usurped. And a fool too, for letting this woman into her life.

But they’d been good friends once, Maddy remembers. Helen had been ambitious, smart and funny and, even though Maddy was older than her, they’d clicked immediately. It had been Maddy who’d invited her into the fold and Helen had played this honour perfectly, not stepping on anyone’s toes, respecting the unspoken hierarchy until she’d become one of ‘the girls’. A memory surfaces of how they’d been pissed one summer in the back garden of Lisa’s house and how Helen had declared how much she admired Maddy, how impressed she was by everything she did. Maddy had been flattered, but she’d batted down the praise, telling Helen she’d been the impressive one. It had been a girl love-in. How long ago those days seem now.

‘Look, I’m sorry,’ Helen says. ‘I didn’t mean it to happen. I never meant to split up your marriage.’ Maddy sees that Helen’s not wearing a wedding ring.