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  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

But now, as he stirs, she knows that he can smell the bacon she’s cooking for breakfast. He always used to call her bacon butties the breakfast of champions.

There’s so much Maddy longs to know – about where he’s been and what’s happened to him, but she knows she must be patient. She gets up and walks to the kitchen to butter the rolls.

‘Hey,’ she says, as Jamie shuffles into the kitchen area and sits on the bar stool by the counter. He has the duvet wrapped around him.

‘Hi.’ They smile at one another and Maddy forces down the urge to cry. He’s really here. In her kitchen.

‘I should tell your dad,’ she says. ‘I should tell him that you’re safely home.’

‘He won’t care,’ Jamie says.

‘He will,’ Maddy says, feeling defensive on Trent’s behalf.

She’d rung him after she’d rescued Jamie from the pier, but she’d told him not to come until Jamie was out of hospital. He’d wanted to drive down straight away, but she’s persuaded him not to and he’s been ringing her phone non-stop since. She knows she owes him an explanation, but she needs to straighten things out with Jamie first. ‘Your dad was worried sick. About you.’

‘That’s a first.’

‘Jamie.’

‘I don’t know why you defend him, Mum.’

She needs to tell Jamie that she and Trent have separated.

‘About your dad,’ she begins. ‘There’s some things I need to tell you.’

‘Yeah, I know,’ he says.

There’s a beat as she meets his eyes. ‘You know?’

He gives her another meaningful look and she realises that he means he knows about the affair. And this fact clunks into her head, like a new record slotting into a juke box. Maddy flips the bacon in the pan.

‘You mean, you knew? About Helen? About their affair?’ she asks.

‘He was a dick about it. I threatened to tell you and he … well, that was the end of the line for us.’

‘Why didn’t you tell me?’

‘It felt too mean … and I wasn’t sure you’d have believed me. And Dad … Dad said that, if I did, he’d never speak to me again and that I’d ruined his life.’

‘Jesus.’ Maddy can only imagine Trent saying this. No wonder he was so adamant about Jamie leaving and Maddy not searching for him.

‘When did you find out?’ Jamie asks.

‘Not until Christmas Day. The same day as I heard your message. That’s when I left to come to look for you.’

‘But it’s June.’

‘I know. You’ve been very difficult to find.’ She takes the pan from the heat and turns off the hob. She walks over. She cups his face. ‘But, believe me, I’ve really tried.’

She tells him about the posters, the viral posts on Instagram and the private detective and finding out about him staying in Oriental Place. She tells him too about volunteering at Home Help and meeting Vic and how her hopes were raised, briefly, but how Vic had said how tough it was being homeless and it had made her feel sick.