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Contents ( 123)
  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

It took six months to get even a glimmer of the old Jamie back, but by then his friends had moved on. He deferred his uni place, then let the whole thing drop. He stayed at home in his room, insisting that smoking weed was the only thing that was keeping him straight. He slept every day until late afternoon and Maddy didn’t know what was worse: Trent’s fury at their son sleeping, or the resentful atmosphere Jamie created once he got up.

She writes a congratulatory message to Elise, then deletes it. Elise won’t want to be reminded of Maddy – and by association, Jamie.

Where’s Jamie now? she wonders. Is he having flashbacks to that horrible New Year that everything changed too? She wishes she could go back. She wishes she’d never let him go.

At a quarter to midnight, Maddy yearns for the oblivion of sleep, but she feels she can’t deal with the social embarrassment of ditching Matteo when he lives right next door. She spritzes her face, arranges the neck of her cashmere roll-neck and then goes to the spare room and fiddles with door.

Matteo is waiting on his balcony, the apartment behind him lit up. He’s wearing a nice jumper and a green moleskin jacket that complements his eyes. There’s some lovely Spanish guitar music playing. There’s a little table and he’s lit some candles in coloured jars, but he appears to be alone.

‘There you are. Here. Have a chair.’ He passes over a flimsy wooden and metal chair. She has no choice but to grab it and unfold it. ‘Oh, and take a candle,’ he adds, handing her a jam jar. He goes back inside and she surreptitiously snaps a picture of the candle and puts a filter on it. She’ll save it for later and try to think of a good caption. Perhaps something about the poor people who died of Covid? Not that she was affected personally, but it’ll make her sound like she’s a caring person. But even as she thinks this, she hates herself for being so shallow. She feels a wave of resentment towards Manpreet and her followers and for having to feed her site with this constant show of giving a shit.

‘And this,’ he adds, coming back with a bottle and two glasses. He’s made quite an effort, she realises. ‘It’s new year and I’m going early. And it’s the least I can do to thank you for taking Luna out. She’s been so much calmer this afternoon.’

He reaches over the balcony and gives her a glass of fizz with a smile. ‘My ex insisted on getting a puppy in lockdown, but she’s online all the time and it was impossible for her to work, so I’ve got Luna.’

So he is single. Single, and decent enough to help out his ex.

She raises a glass and takes a sip, then appraises the glass. ‘Wow, that’s delicious.’

‘It’s only Cava,’ he explains. ‘From my home town.’