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  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

‘But I’m his mother,’ Maddy protests.

It’s like banging on the door of a fortress. It makes her so angry that other people are now the guardians of information about her son. It makes her feel so unworthy.

‘If someone doesn’t want to be found, there’s not much you can do,’ Reeva says.

She rings off and Maddy presses her thumb and forefinger into the throbbing points on her forehead.

She keeps thinking about Jamie’s message. That word: Mum. And the way he said it. She can’t get it out of her head. Something primal is telling her that he needs her.

She’s been feeling so bruised since she came back from seeing Trent three days ago, that she’s convinced herself the only thing that will make her feel better is if she can find a way to let Jamie know she’s here. But how?

The low battery message prompts her to move to plug in her laptop, but her foot is numb from where she’s had it bent underneath her, and she limps over to the wall, feeling pathetic.

She opens the blinds fully to let the afternoon light in and she realises there’s a small balcony off the spare room she hasn’t used yet. Her stomach growls and she limps to the kitchenette, noticing that it’s a bit whiffy, and she pulls out the small bin. At home it’s Rey, the cleaner, who often deals with the trash and recycling. How will Trent have explained Maddy’s absence to nosy Rey? Or maybe Rey is on the long list of betrayers too and knew all about Trent and Helen.

Her phone buzzes with another incoming call and Maddy feels her heart beating a little faster when she sees it’s Manpreet. She lets the phone ring once, then twice more. She shouldn’t appear too keen, but whatever she does it’s hard not to feel uncool around Manpreet. She thinks of the expensive media consultant wafting around in her perfect Notting Hill home in something cashmere and gorgeous. She’s been trying, in her own way, to emulate Manpreet, who shares photographs that look like they’re from a glossy magazine shoot. Her life is filled with household-name celebrities so it had really been a thrill when Manpreet had agreed to take Maddy on as her baby client.

She feels her pulse racing as she presses the answer button.

They exchange a few pleasantries, but Maddy can hear the sound of waves crashing in the background.

‘Is that the sea?’ she asks, wondering whether she should share that she’s near the sea herself. Whenever she talks to Manpreet, she feels the competitive urge to point out what they have in common.

‘Oh, yes, we flew out to our place in the Maldives for Christmas,’ Manpreet says, as if that is something everyone does. ‘We just needed a break, you know?’

Don’t we all, Maddy thinks, wondering how it is that the super-rich don’t seem to worry about the rules or getting caught at all.