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Contents ( 123)
  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

Oh yes, Helen must have loved the thrill of reeling him in, although it can’t have been difficult. Trent was charming when he wanted to be, plus he was very generous, and he was in good shape. Oh, God, she thinks, remembering the cross trainer she bought him for his fiftieth. He was obsessed with it and lost nearly a stone and now she understands why. She’s unwittingly trimmed him up for another woman.

She takes her trusted Paul Smith holdall from the top shelf of her walk-in closet and starts packing her clothes. She spent so long planning this little haven of a room with its purpose-built shoe racks and jumper shelves. Its movement-activated light-up mirrors have always made her feel like a film star, but now, as she catches her reflection, without the flattery of the clever bells and whistles she uses on the images she posts, she looks … old. No wonder Trent doesn’t find me attractive any more.

She thinks of her forthcoming appointment with Jackie, the beautician, who comes to the house and gives her face a regular ‘spruce’. She’ll have to cancel the much-needed session. How can she see Jackie when she probably knows all about Helen and Trent too? It had been Maddy herself who’d given Helen Jackie’s number not long after they’d first become friends, after Helen had commented on how ‘fresh’ Maddy always looked. Maddy had shared the secret of their inner circle, revealing that Jackie ‘did’ all of their friends. But Helen hadn’t been admiring her; she’d just been trying to gain a competitive edge. It feels like such a gross betrayal of the sisterhood.

A little self-pitying sob escapes her as she packs her thermals, jeans, and comfortable shoes, then goes downstairs to the boot room to find her walking boots and coat. Her purse is in the pocket.

She’s heaving the bags into the hall when she hears the crunch of gravel on the drive and the roar of Trent’s Land Rover dying down as he turns off the engine. She sees the shadow of his body through the strip of frosted glass, the black of his leather jacket. Once, this sight made her heart race with excitement, but now it beats with dread.

‘You’re back,’ Trent says, as he comes in, chucking his keys on the console table. He’s carrying a Waitrose bag full of bottles. He must have been to the little one in Helen’s village.

His tone grates.

‘I just came to get a few things.’

‘I was calling you and calling you.’

‘My phone broke.’

‘Oh. Well, you shouldn’t have worried me like that.’

She used to be so enamoured with Trent. She sees this now, as he steps towards her. She flicks her arm away before he touches her. She can’t look at his familiar grey eyes because she can see that he means it. She has worried him. He does love her. In his own way. And she knows this. Because they’ve been together for ever, which means that there’s a very big part of her that belongs to him. A part, that should she detach it, might destroy her.