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Contents (123)
  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

She hasn’t got the nerve to tell him they’re about to be homeless and need to move on again, not when she knows he likes the apartment and being by the sea. But the fact is, she can’t afford a place anywhere like the one they’re in. She’s come clean and told her family about leaving Trent and finding Jamie, and her dad has lent her a few thousand to keep her going until she gets settled, but the rent prices have rocketed. She’s asked Trent for an update on exactly how much money will be left to divide once he’s paid off the loan, but he’s yet to give her an exact figure, or a date as to when she might expect it.

But this is her problem to work out. And not one she can share with Matteo.

Halfway along by the café on the lawns, they stop and lean on the green balustrade, taking in the view. The water is a shimmering pale turquoise green streaked with pink where the waves are breaking. The horizon is a dusky purple blending to the softest blue above, the old burnt-out pier picked out in gold relief from the setting sun.

Matteo has suggested that they stay in touch and try and carry on their relationship when he’s in Barcelona, but Maddy knows they’re both grasping at straws. He needs to find the right woman and to start a family. And he needs to do that sooner rather than later. And he can’t do that with an older lover in tow. She’s told him as much, but he refused to hear it. But Maddy is old enough and wise enough to know what distance will do.

‘I’m going to have to go soon.’ He checks his watch.

‘I know.’

‘Listen. Why don’t you stay here? Wander back in your own time? It’d be nice to think of you here. I don’t want to leave you in the apartment.’

‘OK, maybe you’re right. I don’t want to be sad on Jamie.’

In their new mode of complete honesty, she’s told Jamie all about Matteo and they’ve met properly, although whilst both of them were charming, Maddy found it embarrassing. Seeing Jamie and Matteo together only emphasised the age difference between her and Matteo. It didn’t help that afterwards Jamie jokingly called her a cougar. She tried to explain that Matteo had been a friend first, when she’d needed one most, but all the time he’d had a playful twinkle in his eye and she could tell that he wasn’t going to take her seriously.

‘I don’t want you to be sad, full stop,’ Matteo said. ‘It’s not goodbye. We’ll see each other.’

‘But not for a while and I’m sorry, but I can’t help it. I am sad.’

He kisses her and she holds on to him as tears make her chin tremble.

‘I don’t want to say goodbye.’

‘Then I shall say it. Adios, my lovely neighbour.’ He puts his finger under her chin. ‘Take care of yourself.’