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  1. Praise for The Cancer Ladies’ Running Club
  2. Also By Josie Lloyd
  3. Copyright
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Contents
  6. 1
  7. Bah Humbug
  8. 2
  9. The Gravy Arc
  10. 3
  11. Everybody’s Having Fun
  12. 4
  13. New Friendship Turf
  14. 5
  15. Pilcharding
  16. 6
  17. Resolutions
  18. 7
  19. Scatter Cushions
  20. 8
  21. The Family Zoom
  22. 9
  23. The Extension
  24. 10
  25. Luna
  26. 11
  27. Washing Away the Bad Juju
  28. 12
  29. Dog Ambush
  30. 13
  31. The Promise of Fireworks
  32. 14
  33. Inner Superhero
  34. 15
  35. Tent Call
  36. 16
  37. Oystercatchers
  38. 17
  39. Rob’s Declaration
  40. 18
  41. Hard to Forgive
  42. 19
  43. A Sliver of Hope
  44. 20
  45. Snow Swim
  46. 21
  47. A Glimpse into Next Door
  48. 22
  49. Date Night
  50. 23
  51. Quad Bike
  52. 24
  53. Back to the Office
  54. 25
  55. The Jab
  56. 26
  57. Dawn Call
  58. 27
  59. Life Drawing
  60. 28
  61. Equinox
  62. 29
  63. Home Hairdresser
  64. 30
  65. Beach Clean
  66. 31
  67. Bunny Ears
  68. 32
  69. Bombshell
  70. 33
  71. The Nightingale
  72. 34
  73. Destruction
  74. 35
  75. Home in a Box
  76. 36
  77. Back on Call
  78. 37
  79. Upfront and Honest
  80. 38
  81. A Trip to Hampstead Pond
  82. 39
  83. That Unmistakeable Profile
  84. 40
  85. Full Moon Swim
  86. 41
  87. The Unexpected Cwych
  88. 42
  89. Caught Out
  90. 43
  91. Shallow Water
  92. 44
  93. From The Pier
  94. 45
  95. Taking Flight
  96. 46
  97. Eels
  98. 47
  99. Facing Facts
  100. 48
  101. Breakfast of Champions
  102. 49
  103. The Betting Shop
  104. 50
  105. A Promise Kept
  106. 51
  107. A New Companion
  108. 52
  109. Adios
  110. 53
  111. A Family Celebration
  112. 54
  113. Towards the Horizon
  114. 55
  115. The Windfarm
  116. 56
  117. Round the Pier
  118. Acknowledgements
  119. Reading Group Questions
  120. Extract
  121. New Year’s Eve
  122. 1
  123. About the Publisher

‘And so it went on, until he’d drained me dry. It took about six months. When I tried to challenge him about paying me back, he was charm itself, promising me that he would, begging me to understand,’ she told them, remembering all those phone calls that had made her feel as if she was going crazy. She’d tried to go after him with lawyers, but he’d covered his tracks. It turned out that he wasn’t even an art dealer. And Paul hadn’t been his real name. She’d been taken for a ride.

‘Oh, God, Helga, that’s awful,’ Dominica says.

‘You were catfished,’ Claire says.

‘I’m sorry, Helga,’ Maddy says. ‘Truly.’

Helga nods, grateful for their sympathy. Grateful that they haven’t judged her like she constantly judges herself.

‘It wasn’t the money. It was the shame of it that got me. I’m amazed I’ve even told you,’ she says. ‘It’s taken me a long time to get over it, but I’ve realised that, at one point or another, people make bad decisions. It’s life. You might not feel like it right now, but you’ll find a way through all of this, Maddy, and come out on top. You’re a smart woman,’ Helga says, reassuringly.

‘I don’t feel very smart. I feel wrung out.’

‘Then let the sea give you her energy,’ Helga says. ‘Come on. Head under. Leave it all here.’

Helga is surprised to see Claire swimming in an efficient, languid front crawl.

‘Look at you,’ Helga says. ‘Mrs Speedy.’

‘I had my first swimming lesson.’ Claire seems proud that they’ve all noticed.

‘With delicious Andy,’ Dominica says.

‘Oh God! Isn’t he?’

Helga smiles as they giggle like schoolgirls about the handsome swimming instructor, who appears to be working wonders with Claire. And she remembers Linus diving into the sea and coming up grinning, flicking his hair and declaring that he’d race her around the yacht and how she’d swum for her life and still hadn’t beaten him. How invincible they’d been. How beautiful and young; and her heart aches for that golden moment.

Back on the beach, Claire has brought some flapjacks, which she’s made with seeds soaked in orange oil. They sit in the sunshine, talking and sipping their flasks of tea.

The conversation turns back to Maddy and how she’s going to have to go back home and sort out the house if they get a buyer. She’s panicking about where to put all of her stuff and how much hard work it’s going to be.

‘Sorry,’ Maddy apologises yet again. ‘Dumping all this on you.’

‘It’s OK,’ Dominica says, stroking the little dog in her lap, ‘we’ve got time to talk. And besides, I don’t want you to go when Luna is keeping me warm.’

Maddy sighs and ruffles Luna’s soft ginger ears. ‘The worst thing is that I can’t help thinking that I deserve this. All of this. Trent, Jamie, the house … all of it.’

‘Why do you think that?’ Claire asks.

‘Because … because I’m a fraud.’