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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Luckily Jamie found another well at the back of the chateau where the water hadn’t been cut off, so at least he could appease some of the wounded’s needs if not their hunger. Even though many of the survivors were in urgent need of surgery, it was impossible to perform any theatre work amid the filthy dust and rubble. All Jamie and his colleagues could do was to carry patients to places of comparative safety and tend to their needs as much as they possibly could. As one group worked with the living, another had the gruesome task of burying the dead. Exhausted by a gruelling day but too tired and wound up to sleep, Jamie had snatched a few minutes to write to Ada, something he tried to do every day no matter what had befallen him. Sitting or standing, sometimes even crouching in dugouts, he felt there was something about writing a letter to his wife that centred his thoughts and made his chaotic, blood-soaked, mad world just about bearable.

Summoning up Ada’s image, he could almost smell the perfume of her long, lustrous hair, he imagined the sparkle in her big blue eyes and the seductive smile on her lips. He could never quite believe that he had been lucky enough to marry such a beautiful, talented, wonderful woman, or that she returned his love with passion and fervour and seemed to be as proud of him as he was of her.

‘When this bloody war ends,’ he thought to himself as he lit a cigarette and stared out at the night sky, ‘I pray to God that I will enjoy a long and happy life in the Lake District with my wife and family, who I will fight with my life to protect from the horrors of Hitler’s Nazi empire.’

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16. Spider’s Web

Back at Mary Vale, Staff Sister Mann was settling into her new role. With Ada gone, she felt confident and more in control, though, when it came to her first birthing experience, she had not been impressed by the behaviour of the young girl on the delivery table. Screaming and writhing, the silly girl became hysterical, losing all self-control, begging in turn either to die or to be with ‘her mam’ throughout the entire labour. Eventually she gave birth to a mewling daughter, whom Dora whisked off to the nursery after throwing what Edith was convinced was a dirty look in her direction. She had delivered the child efficiently enough; and, though she lacked Dora’s ability to gush over every baby that drew breath, there was no doubt about Edith’s ability to do her job.