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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

After finishing her tea, Sybil hauled herself up from the table, then made her way warily along the main road in the sweltering heat of the summer morning. On all sides craters and crushed, misshapen girders lurched precariously from former apartment blocks. Sagging gable ends revealed bedrooms where shreds of filthy curtains flapped in the dusty air. Sybil stepped over stinking leaking pipes, jagged concrete slabs and coils of sharp barbed wire that were supposed to fence off the destruction but, in fact, was a menace to pedestrians, hanging loose as it did, gashing the legs of those struggling to pass by. Sybil shuddered; this was not the London she had worked in. Bombs had hailed around Whitehall, but this carnage was a brutal systematic ravaging of homes, families and communities. It was no wonder the Pickles had fled the scene.

Dodging the debris, Sybil continued deep in thought, until she was brought to an abrupt halt by a long queue snaking its way around a department store. Curious, she enquired of a passer-by, ‘What’s going on here?’

‘It’s the WVS,’ a woman explained. ‘They run a kitchen in the air-raid shelter in the basement, free tea and buns, fruit if you’re lucky.’

Just as Sybil was about to sidestep the crowd, she heard a voice that she would have recognized anywhere.

‘Oi, mate! You bleedin’ well just pushed in.’

‘Piss off, you snot-nosed brat!’ an angry male voice responded.

As a skirmish broke out, the crowd stood to one side in order to avoid the flying fists and kicking feet. As the two fighters were revealed, Sybil spotted Ronnie, eyes blazing, punching and hitting out as he was trying to dodge the blows the man was raining down on him.

‘Bastard!’ he cried, reeling from a hard slap around the head.

Incensed beyond words, Sybil boldly stepped forward and cried out in her poshest and most imperious voice, ‘STOP! Stop that immediately!’

As her command rang through the air, the two came to a stumbling halt. Rounding on the man who was easily twice the size of Ronnie, Sybil raged, ‘You should be ashamed of yourself.’

But before she even reached the end of her sentence, Ronnie had started to take flight.

‘Sal!’ he bellowed. ‘Get away from her.’

Sybil did a double-take when she saw little Sally hesitating on the edge of the crowd, who were all goggle-eyed with amazement at the dramatic events unfolding before them. Running as if the devil himself were on his heels, Ronnie bellowed over his shoulder, ‘RUN, SAL!’

With her eyes wide with fear, Sally didn’t move as Sybil slowly approached her.

‘Where’s my mum?’ the child whimpered.

‘She sent me to fetch you,’ Sybil told her softly. ‘She needs you to come home.’

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35. Jump for Joy