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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Recalling having to leave Charles brought tears to Edith’s eyes; he had been simply wonderful. Grateful for the sacrifices she had made in order to protect his reputation, he had arranged a weekend away in a discreet hotel in Whitby. There he had showered her with gifts and promises of working together and continuing their relationship in the dim and distant future. Edith had been touched by his promises, but, ever the realist, she held out no long-term romantic hopes. Charles was a married man and showed not the slightest inclination to leave his wife, and neither would she want him to. She wasn’t cut out to be a consultant’s partner: she had enjoyed being his devoted mistress, but beyond that she had no further hope or expectations.

Keeping her emotions firmly under control, Edith hadn’t begged Charles to keep in touch; she hadn’t even left him her forwarding address. If he ever needed to communicate with her, Edith reasoned that Charles could always locate her current address through the nursing-home records. Though sad and disappointed that she hadn’t heard from him, Edith was hard-headed enough to accept the truth of her situation and live with it.

Her time with Charles had undoubtedly been too short-lived, but Edith never regretted a single moment; it had been the most perfect time of her life, and nobody could ever take that away from her. Giving a long, resigned sigh, Edith straightened her stiffly starched, white lace-edged cap. Would there ever be another Charles? She couldn’t imagine it, but, if there were, she hoped that he wouldn’t be stupid enough to be spotted sneaking away from the nurses’ dorm in the dead of night carrying his shoes in his hands.

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20. Sybil and Rosie

Sister Mann reluctantly and very occasionally attended the breathing and exercise classes, where Ada was by far the most pregnant woman of all the women there. It was a time of cheerful camaraderie, when the women could bond as they lay on their backs (usually in the sunny garden) with their legs up in the air. Much to Ada’s surprise Sybil had recently started attending her classes, speaking little but concentrating hard on her breathing. When the class was over, Ada made a point of chatting to Sybil, who was hunkering down putting on her shoes.

‘Are you finding the sessions helpful?’ Ada enquired.

Sybil cocked her head to one side. ‘Now, Sister, I can’t give you a true answer to that question until after I’ve given birth.’

‘You know what I mean,’ Ada said, smiling.

Sybil gave a slow nod. ‘It’s nice that we can exercise outside in the fresh air,’ she conceded.

Ada agreed whole-heartedly. ‘It’s lovely to lie back with the sun on your face and feel your baby kicking.’