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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Seeing Dora in the nursery bathing the sleepy new-born, before dressing her in one of the Home’s sweet little white nighties hand-stitched by the nuns in the convent, Edith watched her tenderly rocking the baby to sleep in a manner she knew she could never do. She knew she was a competent midwife, but mothering and cuddling were not within her remit. Having been raised by a woman with a heart of stone, Edith was simply not empathetic.

Venting her disapproval, Dora, now in the sluice room with Sister Theresa, grumbled on about Sister Mann’s lack of emotion.

‘Ada helped her patients breathe through their pain but this new one’ – Dora rolled her eyes as she nodded over her shoulder in the direction of the delivery room – ‘doesn’t seem to have an instinctive bone in her body. Once she’d checked the baby was breathing and cut the cord, she didn’t give the poor little mite a second glance.’

‘You mustn’t judge too harshly, Dora,’ Theresa earnestly whispered. ‘It’s really not fair.’

Stubborn Dora set her jaw at a firm angle. ‘I can only judge on what I saw,’ she insisted.

‘Give Sister Mann a bit longer before you jump to conclusions,’ gentle Theresa pleaded. ‘And please don’t go mentioning this to Matron,’ she anxiously added.

Dora gave a dismissive shrug. ‘Don’t you worry, I won’t need to mention it. Matron’s bound to see Nurse Mann’s bedside manner for herself before long, and, believe me, Sister, she’s in for a bit of a shock.’

Sybil’s opinion of Ada’s replacement had worsened too if anything; with Ada gone, it was impossible not to notice that the new staff sister quickly assumed superiority in a way that irked Sybil and other residents too. Unlike Ada, Sister Mann took to eating her meals in her office, saying she was far too busy to have extended meal-times in the communal dining room, which the residents took as a rebuff. If Sister Ada could pass the time of the day with them, why not Sister Mann – weren’t they good enough for her? Sybil was one of the few who didn’t actually articulate her disapproval – how could she when she herself spent as little time as possible with the residents? Anyway, she was far too busy with her own plans, which had unrolled far more quickly than she had initially imagined.

Unable to get at Monty (at least for the time being), Sybil’s vindictive thoughts turned to Ronnie and Sally, who remained a thorn in tetchy Sybil’s side. As far as she was concerned, their continued presence here was the straw that broke the camel’s back. The Home had never been acceptable, far from it, but, loud with the clamour of two intolerable kids (Sally was marginally more acceptable than her odious brother), Sybil’s frazzled nerves were constantly on edge.