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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘If you had told Lord Stow the truth about Monty, Marigold’s name would have been dragged into the mud along with her mother’s,’ Sybil reasoned.

Rosie sadly shook her head. ‘I couldn’t have done that; I love them both far too much.’

Later, back in the privacy of her room, Sybil reran Rosie’s story over and over in her head. Not for a single minute did she doubt that it was the truth. Though Lady Veronica’s story was far more tragic than her own, it nevertheless had Monty’s trademark all over it: bullying, threatening, manipulating – she recognized them all. She, like Lady Veronica, had been forced to accept what he had thrust upon her; she had, in fact, got off lightly compared with his poor wife. Though Sybil hugged the long-awaited knowledge to herself, there was little gratification in knowing of somebody else’s misery.

‘Now that I’ve finally got something on Monty, what am I actually going to do with it?’ she asked herself.

Like Rosie, she didn’t want anything to do with information that was detrimental to Lady Veronica and her little girl. Sybil’s vendetta was with the Brigadier; he was the one she wanted to turn the tables on, not his wife and child. But, as long as Monty had Lady Veronica’s daughter’s illegitimacy as his ace card, the poor woman was a prisoner within her own marriage. It would take some time to work out a strategy, but there had to be one, Sybil determined.

‘If there’s any justice in this world,’ she said through gritted teeth, ‘Monty must pay for what he thinks he’s got away with.’

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29. Ronnie

Ronnie’s plan to run away was almost foiled by his little sister. Usually the Larkin children, plus Ronnie and Sally, got the bus home from school, Sally sitting alongside May at the front of the bus, while Ronnie sat with the Larkin lads at the back. On this particular occasion, just as the bus was about to pull away from the bus stop, one of the boys yelled out, ‘Oi, Sal! Where’s your Ronnie?’

Sally, who hadn’t even registered her brother’s absence, stood up to take a look around. Baffled, she replied that she had no idea. ‘Don’t worry, lovie, he’s probably playing marbles,’ May said comfortingly.

Knowing how unsociable Ronnie was, Sally was quite sure that he would never stay behind after school to play marbles when he could be running up the fells with the Larkin boys. Immediately sensing something wasn’t quite right, she jumped up before the bus pulled away.

‘I’ll go and look for him,’ she called over her shoulder, as she hopped off the bus.