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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

The two-up, two-down cottage had a large double room with a window in the gable end that gave on to beautiful views of Cartmel Forest, while the second smaller room, next to a tiny but serviceable bathroom, looked out over the farm fields, where a herd of sheep and their young were grazing on the rich grass. The larger room had an old-fashioned wooden bed, with a matching wardrobe and set of drawers, while the smaller room had a small wardrobe and not much else. At the bottom of the steep flight of stairs was a sweet parlour with an open fire and a small cottage three-piece suite. Last of all was the kitchen, which was a delight. There was a rocking chair beside an old-fashioned black range that kept the room snug and cosy, a large wooden table scrubbed spotlessly clean and an ancient slop sink with a pump handle to provide running water for washing and cooking. Pretty pottery hung from a neat little dresser, and cooking utensils dangled from hooks over the range.

‘It’s just lovely,’ Ada sighed as she sank into the rocking chair and gratefully accepted a cup of scalding hot tea.

‘It’s that all right,’ the old lady agreed. ‘If you’re as happy here as me and my husband were, you won’t go far wrong,’ she said, with an emotional catch in her voice. ‘For sure it will be a good place to start a family,’ she added as her eyes lingered on Ada’s swollen tummy. ‘I wish you all the luck in the world.’

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9. One Last Ditch

After her last emotional conversation with the Brigadier, Sybil resorted to desperate measures. There was only one thing that ever worked with Monty and that was sex. She could have kicked herself for being so cold with him on his last visit to the Home; he had certainly lusted after her then, but she had in no uncertain terms rejected his advances. Not a good move, she crossly told herself. Though she hadn’t seen Monty since, she instinctively sensed that he was cooling, which inevitably meant she was losing control of him. At her wits’ end, Sybil reasoned that if she could entice Monty back to Mary Vale she might make up for her foolhardy rejection of him and bring him round (one way or another) to her way of thinking.

Even with the vagabond evacuee kids out of the way, Sybil was finding the atmosphere in the Home stifling, and the sight of the ill-bred, ill-educated, dreary residents dragging themselves around was starting to make her feel hysterical.

‘I have to get out of this hole before I die of bloody boredom,’ Sybil muttered through gritted teeth. ‘I have to get away.’