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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Mary Vale – a grand old house, albeit spotlessly clean with old-fashioned furniture and worn linoleum – wasn’t what she had had in mind. Feeling utterly miserable, she walked over to the window, which she flung wide open so that she could inhale the first breath of fresh air she had breathed all day. She leant out and gazed at the marsh, silvery sage-green by the light of the almost full moon that was rising over the sea. From the rippling pools left by the tide came the sound of roosting birds and the echoing hoot of a hunting barn owl, sweeping on ghost-like wings over the ground.

‘There’s no turning back, Sybil,’ she firmly told herself, as she closed the window and prepared for bed.

London was another country, far away; for now she was stuck in the North for the duration of her pregnancy.

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4. First Impressions

The following morning dawned wet and windy. Feeling hungry after barely eating the day before, Sybil struggled into an expensive tweed skirt and a pretty pink cashmere twinset. She was grateful that she had her own sink – at least she could wash herself and clean her teeth in private. Examining her face in the mirror over the sink, she was tempted to apply a little make-up – she would certainly never have gone to work without applying foundation, mascara and luscious red lipstick – but this morning, with the rain lashing at the window and the smell of food drifting up the stairwell, Sybil simply couldn’t be bothered.

When she arrived in the dining room, Sybil was taken aback by the number of women gathered around the large dining table, where places were laid and crockery set. As all eyes turned to the newcomer, Sister Mary Paul swooped in bearing a large teapot.

‘Good-morning, Sybil,’ she cried. ‘Sit yourself down and I’ll pour you some tea. The toast is still hot, and there’s some butter there from our Mary Vale Farm and blackberry jam I made last autumn.’

Sister Mary Paul, still bustling around, placed Sybil between two women: one looked like she was going to give birth any minute; the other was probably about as far gone as Sybil.

‘Irene and Mavis will show you the ropes, won’t you, girls?’ Sister Mary Paul commanded rather than requested.

Looking awkward, both girls did as instructed, passing butter, jam, toast and a jug of milk towards Sybil, who gave a polite but distinctly weak smile.

‘How long have you got to go?’ Irene, the larger of the women, with a broad Yorkshire accent, asked.

Rather put out by the intimacy of the question, Sybil prevaricated. ‘Do you mean how many months pregnant am I?’ she asked rather pedantically.

Looking annoyed, Irene snapped, ‘Aye, in’t that what I just said?’