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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I believe Rosie has talked to you about Brigadier Baldwin?’

Lord Stow said nothing but gave an abrupt nod.

‘I worked for Monty for almost a year at the War Office, where he courted me, flattered me and finally seduced me,’ she said, without as much as a blush or a hesitation. Sybil simply recited the cold facts. ‘He had a reputation for womanizing; I just happened to be one in a long line of many.’

‘Did you know he was married?’ Lord Stow asked.

Sybil nodded. ‘He made no secret of his marriage to Lady Veronica – quite the opposite. He seemed immensely proud to be her husband; the relationship clearly enhanced his own swollen ego.’

‘So even though he was a married man you allowed the situation to continue?’ Lord Stow cut in.

Sybil raised a perfectly arched dark eyebrow as if to say, you are a man of the world, before she continued in her clipped, elegant voice. ‘Yes. We became lovers and I got pregnant.’

Blushing Rosie, who could never have spoken to his lordship in such a cold, matter-of-fact manner, stared shame-faced at her own trembling hands.

‘Monty said he would take care of things, which was the only gentlemanly thing he could do in the circumstances. I imagined he would send me to some genteel nursing home near to my family and friends; instead he sent me to the opposite end of the country, to a Mother and Baby Home run by nuns. In effect Monty got me out of the way, exiled me there so that nobody would know of my condition, especially your daughter,’ she added pointedly.

Seeing Lord Stow moving uneasily in his chair, Sybil concluded, ‘Your son-in-law is an unscrupulous cad, sir. I know nothing personally of his relationship with your daughter, but I have heard from Rosie of the further wrongs he committed. We’re coming from two very different perspectives: Rosie was your servant, I was Monty’s lover, but both of us have exactly the same opinion of him.’

‘I’m surprised that a woman like you, a woman clearly of the world, should suddenly have scruples,’ Lord Stow scoffed. ‘Why involve yourself now?’

‘I’m involving myself, as you put it, because I want to punish Monty for what he did to me. I paid the price for being a little fool. Rosie may have other, kinder motives: her devotion to Lady Veronica and Miss Marigold. Believe me, my motives are not quite so charitable.’

Seeing Lord Stow visibly slumping in his chair, Sybil said quietly, ‘Sir, your daughter’s reputation goes before her; she is obviously a proud and loyal woman who would never let her family down.’

‘Never!’ he exclaimed.

‘I have not witnessed what Rosie has described to you, but you cannot doubt her testimony; she comes here only to help the mistress she is still devoted to – surely that is significant in itself?’