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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Yes, of course I did,’ Rosie replied. ‘They just kept telling me he’s missing in action, but they didn’t see him on the ground like his pal who wrote me the letter did: one minute he’s there, the next minute’ – she snapped her fingers – ‘gone, God only knows where.’

‘It really is extraordinary,’ Sybil agreed, as she gazed at the letter once more. ‘It’s like he disappeared into thin air.’

Rosie whispered fearfully, ‘You hear terrible stories about wounded men who lose their memory – wandering around with no idea where they are, or who they are.’

‘Amnesia,’ Sybil replied. ‘From what I’ve heard it’s not unusual. In which case your Mick might possibly still be alive.’

Seeing Rosie’s tired eyes light up with hope, Sybil quickly added, ‘But God knows how you trace a missing soldier who has lost his memory. If that’s even what happened.’

‘To be fair, Mick’s regiment may have written to me with more information at my former address in Finsbury Park, but, as you know, that’s been razed to the ground. I did notify them that we were being evacuated to the North and left a forwarding address, but there’s a chance that any information might have slipped through the cracks,’ she finished miserably. ‘It makes me feel useless and stupid that I don’t even know whether my husband’s alive or dead.’

‘My dear Rosie,’ Sybil said, as she gripped Rosie’s trembling hand. ‘You must be one of many women who is completely in the dark about their loved one. It’s an appalling situation.’ Looking thoughtful, Sybil added, ‘I have a few friends high up in the War Office, and I don’t mean Monty,’ she added pointedly. ‘I’ll make some discreet enquiries on your behalf, but I’ll need your husband’s full name, date of birth, rank and regiment.’

‘I can provide all of those,’ Rosie said eagerly.

When it came to meeting Lord Stow, the two women couldn’t have presented more contrasting images. Rosie, poorly dressed, nervously fiddling with her cheap handbag, and Sybil, almost back to her pre-baby figure, impeccably dressed in a well-cut military-style black barathea jacket and skirt, with a smart hat set at a jaunty angle on top of her glossy black hair, which was carefully pleated into a popular victory roll. Rosie smiled to herself as she took in Lord Stow’s expression when he was introduced to glamorous Sybil, with her posh accent and fine manners. Rosie hadn’t been asked to sit down when she had come to pay him a visit on her own, but this time, with Sybil at her side, they were both ushered to a comfortable sofa in a wide bay window which looked over the splendid gardens bathed in bright summer sunlight. Sitting with her trim ankles neatly crossed, Sybil came straight to the point.