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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

By now everybody around the table was listening to their exchange, some trying to hide their smiles behind their hands as Sybil, put on the spot by Irene’s bluntness, replied in a voice that could have shattered crystal, ‘I’m not entirely sure.’

Bursting out laughing, Irene did a perfect imitation of Sybil. ‘Oooh, you’re not entirely sure!’ she mocked.

Now annoyed by the girl’s rudeness, Sybil concentrated on buttering her toast and drinking her tea, the uncomfortable silence broken by Mavis, the girl on Sybil’s other side, quietly offering her some jam.

‘Thank you,’ Sybil smiled. ‘That would be nice, thank you.’

Clearly trying to make conversation, poor Mavis struggled on. ‘How was your journey here?’ she politely asked.

Knowing that everybody in the room was listening to them, Sybil answered in a rather high voice. ‘It took hours, and the train was full of soldiers.’

Again, Sybil was aware of hidden smiles and little nudges as the residents reacted to her responses. Quickly finishing her tea, she reached down to pick up her rather expensive crocodile-skin handbag. ‘Excuse me,’ she said curtly, as she made to leave the room.

‘Where might you be off to?’ Irene called after Sybil. ‘We’ve all got our morning jobs to do, no exceptions,’ she added pointedly.

Not having a clue what the girl was talking about, Sybil exited the room and then, with a low groan, closed the door behind her.

‘God …’ she murmured. ‘What have I let myself in for?’

Mary Vale’s daily chores were essential to the working of the Home. Whether residents paid their way or not, they were expected to be on the cleaning rota, which was pinned up every week in the dining room. Because Sybil was so weary on her arrival, she hardly took in the information that Ada had passed on to her; as a consequence, she had no idea that the Home’s rota system existed. When Sybil didn’t turn up to commence her work, which was usually done by the residents in pairs, she received a gentle knock on her bedroom door.

Sybil, who was lying down and reading a magazine, was momentarily startled. ‘Come in,’ she called.

Smiling self-consciously, Mavis creaked open the door. ‘You’re on cleaning duty with me this week.’

‘Cleaning?’ Sybil spoke as if it were a dirty word.

‘It don’t take long, a couple of hours, then you’re free for the afternoon, unless you fancy attending Sister Ada’s relaxation classes,’ Mavis explained.

Sounding like a parrot, Sybil couldn’t stop herself from repeating Mavis’s words. ‘Classes?’

‘Aye, Sister Ada says they’re right good at relaxing you, especially when it comes to giving birth – she’s a proper good teacher. Now that she’s pregnant herself, she joins in and does all the exercises with us.’

‘God spare me the detail,’ Sybil thought to herself.