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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

She sighs. “About that . . . I’m not sure if you’re aware, what with how quickly everything’s been happening, but as your best friend, I’m woefully under-informed here. Would you like to back up to the part where you broke up with George, or go even further than that and explain your history with Easton?”

“George. I guess.”

“Okay. So you told your mom you weren’t going to see each other anymore, but what happened exactly? What was with the ring?”

“He said the ring was a family heirloom he was taking to the bank.” I press the back of my hand to my mouth as another wave of nausea hits. “But it turns out he’s a liar, so who really knows?”

She nods slowly. I’m so grateful that she’s not freaking out on me about all this. “So George is a liar. This is a good reason for a breakup.”

“That’s just it. I didn’t even know the truth when I broke it off with him. Everything’s too complicated right now, and there are so many variables. I wasn’t sure I wanted George to be one of them.” I groan. I’m annoying myself. “And he was kind of pissing me off by implying any future that didn’t involve an academic position would be an immature choice.”

Teagan sinks to the floor and leans against the cabinet. “What a dick.”

“That’s not even all. There’s also the part where Easton heard George talking to someone on the phone and calling her Buttercup, and then George was kissing me and called me that, which he’s never done before.”

“You think he was cheating?”

“It’s worse than that,” I whisper. “He was cheating, but not on me. With me.”

She grunts. “Well, who gets to decide that if neither of you knew about the other?”

“No, Tea. I’m the other woman. George is married.”

“Wow.” She wraps her arms around her knees. “I think you’re more mature than I am. I’d probably be in jail by now.”

“I need to tell her he was sleeping with me.” I draw in a breath. “It’s the only way I can forgive myself for being involved with a married man.”

“Don’t be so hard on yourself. You had no way of knowing.”

Intellectually, I know she’s right. This isn’t my fault. But when it comes to marriage and families, I’ve always believed everyone is culpable. “I hate him. We weren’t even using condoms. If he’s really sleeping around, God knows what he could’ve given me.”

Her eyes go wide. “You weren’t using condoms?”

“I’m on the pill, and he said he’d been tested. I thought the whole not-planning-to-fuck-anyone-else part was implied.”