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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

Nausea roils. I feel like my insides have just been pulverized. “By help her, you mean fuck her? Is that code or something?”

“Jesus, Shay, it’s not like that. She’s . . .” He blows out a breath. “Scarlett is pregnant.”

For a minute, I’m sure I’ve misheard him. I’m positive this cannot be happening.

“Shay? Are you still there?”

“She’s pregnant.” Saying the words doesn’t make them any easier to swallow. How? Fucking how could this work out like this?

“Yeah.” I press my hand to my stomach, and I’m almost surprised not to feel blood seeping out on my fingers. She’s pregnant with Easton’s baby. All I can hear is the soft whoosh of his breath through the phone. He’s breathing as hard as I am.

“I grew up without my dad around. I always promised myself that if I was ever a father, that would be my first priority. Do you understand?”

I nod, even knowing he can’t see me. Yes, I understand. I know that Easton wants to be the kind of dad who’s there for everything—who always puts his kid first. He’d never walk away from a child he knew about, and being put in any sort of situation where he felt like he had to would destroy him. Yes, I understand too well.

“Shay?”

“Congratulations, Easton.” The sob rises up my throat, and I choke it back. “I know you’ll be an amazing father.”

Part VIII.

Easton

I followed Shay to the parking lot, but she was already in her car and driving away.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I’m going to have to track her down. We can’t leave it like this after what just happened. But first, I need to deal with the woman waiting for me at the bar.

“Easton! Surprise!” Scarlett slides off her barstool and pushes through the crowd that’s gathered around her. I’ve developed a good relationship with my ex-wife over the years, but I’ll never understand her need for surprises. And tonight’s visit to Jackson Brews is definitely a surprise.

She wraps her arms around my stomach and hugs me tightly. Jake and Carter watch every move. Jake looks a little pissed. Carter looks confused.

“What are you doing here?” I ask Scarlett, pulling out of her hug. She’s an affectionate person, and while I know she hugs everyone, I don’t need Shay’s brothers thinking this means we’re patching things up. When I decided to come back early from our Chicago house hunt, I was under the impression that she was going to keep looking without me. Kinda hard to look at Chicago homes when you’re not in Chicago.

“I was thinking—why buy a place in Chicago when I can buy a home here and be closer to you and Abi?”