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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

“I know.” I rub my head. “I really do. It’s just . . . Oh my God, Tea, my life is a mess. I broke up with George, then Easton threatened to kiss me until I talked about us, and I pulled him into Jake’s office and practically demanded he do me against the wall.”

“I’m sure that was very difficult for him. Should we go down to Hallmark and get him a card?”

I didn’t even mention the worst part. I just realized I’ve been sleeping with a married man. Nausea turns my belly, and I push past her, down the hall, and into the powder room by the garage. I throw my purse on the floor and barely turn in time before I vomit up the little lunch I was able to choke down. I hear Teagan behind me, running water in the sink.

She sweeps my hair to the side and puts a cool, wet cloth on my neck. “Is this always your reaction when you have athletic wall sex?”

I spit and flush before leaning against the wall and closing my eyes. “Don’t know. That was a first for me.”

“Well, you’ve been missing out.” She clears her throat. “I mean, I’m assuming you agree? Was it good?”

I can’t look at her. I’m too afraid I might see what a mess I am reflected in the panic of her expression. “It was great until his ex-wife showed up.”

“Wait. Scarlett Lashenta was at Jackson Brews?”

She’s silent so long that I realize it’s not a rhetorical question and open my eyes. “Teagan, focus. She’s the bad guy in this story.”

“A bad guy with some really catchy tunes,” she says, then ducks her head at my glare. “Okay, okay. So what happened after the evil pop star showed up? Did she catch you in the act? Oh my God, was she pissed? Did you fight?”

I scowl. “You might be enjoying this too much.”

She snorts. “Says the girl who just had great athletic wall sex.”

“Teagan!”

“Your words, not mine.”

“We were in the office and heard Carter and Jake looking for Easton and saying she was in the bar.” My cheeks heat when I remember. I’d just had him inside me, begged for harder into his ear. And then I heard her name. “I did not handle it with grace.”

“Do I want to know what you did?” She grabs another washcloth from the vanity drawer, wets it, and hands it to me.

“Thanks,” I whisper. I leave the first cloth on my neck and dab the second on my sweaty forehead. “I told him we’re only good for getting each other off and stomped away.”

She nods as if this was a perfectly reasonable response.

“You’re the best, Teagan. And I’m not just saying that because you didn’t hide while I puked.”