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  1. Contents
  2. One
  3. Something softens me
  4. And a withering pear I can’t eat.
  5. Considering
  6. I have to live. There’s stuff inside of things.
  7. What is bread?
  8. In the dream
  9. I sleep in a room.
  10. In my nipple is an eye.
  11. I am in love.
  12. Dec 31, 2014
  13. Aquamarine and topaz
  14. Everywhere there are men, there are men
  15. When I leave here I don’t know where I am.
  16. Two
  17. I like it when we give the world to itself
  18. I can’t believe I agreed to go to work today.
  19. I fold in half
  20. One headline said 5 minutes early is on time;
  21. I am an angel but I respire.
  22. “The Bay Area”
  23. Advanced Adulthood
  24. What’s the big fucking deal about
  25. Today I could aspire but I want to nap
  26. Your yes, yes.
  27. Adornment is exaltation enacted.
  28. It’s Saturday. I meet you, get soft.
  29. I spread butter on the darkest rye
  30. My duty is to tend
  31. He thinks I should be glad because they
  32. His thumbs were
  33. Because I was being flown to Kelowna for a reading and he lives in Nelson
  34. Regardless
  35. Three
  36. In August I visited my Gran.
  37. Strong basic love
  38. Happy Cup
  39. I defer to you.
  40. Blood
  41. Rat vs. Lamb
  42. A beach.
  43. I was born and I lived
  44. I wore a mint-green Donna Karan suit in the Lincoln LS commercial.
  45. The landlord said he lost his phone.
  46. I want to walk the park with you
  47. Hi.
  48. I take a medicine.
  49. I decided that I was a planet and I was a planet.
  50. The crease
  51. I said no
  52. So I have a brand new set of markers
  53. Five
  54. I was a born a baby.
  55. Eighteen degrees Celsius Zagora No events Mostly cloudy
  56. The goat
  57. I cut my horns
  58. My anger is hope for my own righteousness.
  59. The coo of the common emerald dove is the sound of Venus.
  60. I have to live lest I die-live.
  61. It’s why I was born.
  62. Six
  63. I told you.
  64. How much of your body is your head.
  65. The trick to being funny by Aisha Sasha John.
  66. I couldn’t win with my brother because I was born.
  67. Thanks.
  68. I’ve seen stuff always.
  69. For you and all your siblings and friends and husbands or boyfriends.
  70. Seven
  71. I removed the snake ring.
  72. Pussy pain.
  73. The reassuring thing about life
  74. Psychic = Self-believer
  75. The year of being selfish. The year of being relaxed.
  76. I find the book.
  77. I get my power from pleasure. And I get my pleasure from pleasure, too.
  78. I’m on the back of something.
  79. I’m not dead.
  80. I’m not gonna die of love.
  81. I have to live. I’m married to love.
  82. Acknowledgements

The landlord said he lost his phone.

I want to walk the park with you

Hi.

I take a medicine.

I decided that I was a planet and I was a planet.

The crease

I said no

So I have a brand new set of markers

FIVE

I was a born a baby.

Eighteen degrees Celsius

The goat

I cut my horns

My anger is hope for my own righteousness.

The coo of the common emerald dove is the sound of Venus.

I have to live lest I die-live.

It’s why I was born.

SIX

I told you.

How much of your body is your head.

The trick to being funny by Aisha Sasha John.

I couldn’t win with my brother because I was born.

Thanks.

I’ve seen stuff always.

For you and all your siblings and friends and husbands or boyfriends.

SEVEN

I removed the snake ring.

Pussy pain.

The reassuring thing about life

Psychic = Self-believer

The year of being selfish. The year of being relaxed.

I find the book.

I get my power from pleasure.

And I get my pleasure from pleasure, too.

I’m on the back of something.

I’m not dead.

I’m not gonna die of love.

I have to live.

I’m married to love.

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What would I write if I were going to live?

One

Something softens me

Softens my desire

Something helps me breathe

Something spills out my pores as light

Something

Is like hope blanketing me

Something bleeds as me:

Tea on the cuff

Of a blouse in the day

Lazing at the sink.

I scratch my head to flakes.

I return to

My reading.

The first knowledge is of our ignorance.

Hi.

What’s seeable and not

I join

For those to whom I’m betrothed.

I am the bride of your listening.

And a withering pear I can’t eat.

It’s messy.

I have to eat.

Because I love.

I put my life on my body.

It’s hungry.

I do it

Because it’s hungry.

I’m lazy

And I barely even read.

Why should I know what I’m talking about

When I can merely feel it?