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  1. Contents
  2. One
  3. Something softens me
  4. And a withering pear I can’t eat.
  5. Considering
  6. I have to live. There’s stuff inside of things.
  7. What is bread?
  8. In the dream
  9. I sleep in a room.
  10. In my nipple is an eye.
  11. I am in love.
  12. Dec 31, 2014
  13. Aquamarine and topaz
  14. Everywhere there are men, there are men
  15. When I leave here I don’t know where I am.
  16. Two
  17. I like it when we give the world to itself
  18. I can’t believe I agreed to go to work today.
  19. I fold in half
  20. One headline said 5 minutes early is on time;
  21. I am an angel but I respire.
  22. “The Bay Area”
  23. Advanced Adulthood
  24. What’s the big fucking deal about
  25. Today I could aspire but I want to nap
  26. Your yes, yes.
  27. Adornment is exaltation enacted.
  28. It’s Saturday. I meet you, get soft.
  29. I spread butter on the darkest rye
  30. My duty is to tend
  31. He thinks I should be glad because they
  32. His thumbs were
  33. Because I was being flown to Kelowna for a reading and he lives in Nelson
  34. Regardless
  35. Three
  36. In August I visited my Gran.
  37. Strong basic love
  38. Happy Cup
  39. I defer to you.
  40. Blood
  41. Rat vs. Lamb
  42. A beach.
  43. I was born and I lived
  44. I wore a mint-green Donna Karan suit in the Lincoln LS commercial.
  45. The landlord said he lost his phone.
  46. I want to walk the park with you
  47. Hi.
  48. I take a medicine.
  49. I decided that I was a planet and I was a planet.
  50. The crease
  51. I said no
  52. So I have a brand new set of markers
  53. Five
  54. I was a born a baby.
  55. Eighteen degrees Celsius Zagora No events Mostly cloudy
  56. The goat
  57. I cut my horns
  58. My anger is hope for my own righteousness.
  59. The coo of the common emerald dove is the sound of Venus.
  60. I have to live lest I die-live.
  61. It’s why I was born.
  62. Six
  63. I told you.
  64. How much of your body is your head.
  65. The trick to being funny by Aisha Sasha John.
  66. I couldn’t win with my brother because I was born.
  67. Thanks.
  68. I’ve seen stuff always.
  69. For you and all your siblings and friends and husbands or boyfriends.
  70. Seven
  71. I removed the snake ring.
  72. Pussy pain.
  73. The reassuring thing about life
  74. Psychic = Self-believer
  75. The year of being selfish. The year of being relaxed.
  76. I find the book.
  77. I get my power from pleasure. And I get my pleasure from pleasure, too.
  78. I’m on the back of something.
  79. I’m not dead.
  80. I’m not gonna die of love.
  81. I have to live. I’m married to love.
  82. Acknowledgements

Constancy.

I look it in the wave.

And know forever love.

How much of your body is your head.

Think about it.

How much of your body is your legs.

These are some of the ways I’ve been

Instructed.

Proportions

Are information, okay?

For instance

I have very long fingers.

The trick to being funny by Aisha Sasha John.

The trick to being funny is never joking.

I couldn’t win with my brother because I was born.

And I couldn’t win with my dad

Because my

Mother made me.

She named me living.

Thanks.

I cannot be ruined.

I’ve seen stuff always.

Everyone knows what

Everything means

All the time.

I have to be angry

So as not to be

Confused.

I have to sing.

So I don’t die.

For you and all your siblings and friends and husbands or boyfriends.

I pray God increase your speed, decrease your speed, stop you all, and turn you all around in whatever direction you need to turn to avoid and to prevent you all from causing injuries, accidents, death, encounters with wild and/or dangerous domestic animals, and any other evil encounters, which only come to kill, to destroy, and to steal, from happening to others and to you all. And cause others to prevent and to avoid those same things from happening to others, to you all, and to themselves in Jesus’ name.

With the love of God,

Daddy

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Seven

I removed the snake ring.

I put it back on.

Our body is God.

Pussy pain.

Bike crash.

Mid-thirties

Adolescent.

Monday morning.

I look at the shore.

I’m sheepish and lost.

I am so tired at the shore.

Jesus is waiting.

The reassuring thing about life

Is that no matter how things turn out

I still get to be Aisha Sasha John.

At the very least I have that

Honour always.

Although last week I was pissed.

Psychic = Self-believer

I left the liquor store at Bloor and Ossington grumpy.

I said Lord give me beauty | I bumped into Marvin.

It’s most comfortable to be in

Direct relation to the song’s rhythm and mood.

In which the other dancers rise when I drop and vice versa.

Dance as continuously getting more comfortable

In the form of

Listening to music together.

The year of being selfish. The year of being relaxed.

I am eating someone else’s cashews.

I think it was smart of whoever’s idea I am

To be me.

I find the book.

I read it.

What do

Uh I wear to the show?

I get my power from pleasure.
And I get my pleasure from pleasure, too.

I get my power from knowing

The way to have the most pleasure

Is to have the most pleasure.

I’m on the back of something.

And it’s carrying me.

I have to live as a traveller.

I close my eyes.

And I see.

I’m not dead.

A person named “Jonathan Valelly” asked me to

Do something I did not want to