Contents (82)
- Contents
- One
- Something softens me
- And a withering pear I can’t eat.
- Considering
- I have to live. There’s stuff inside of things.
- What is bread?
- In the dream
- I sleep in a room.
- In my nipple is an eye.
- I am in love.
- Dec 31, 2014
- Aquamarine and topaz
- Everywhere there are men, there are men
- When I leave here I don’t know where I am.
- Two
- I like it when we give the world to itself
- I can’t believe I agreed to go to work today.
- I fold in half
- One headline said 5 minutes early is on time;
- I am an angel but I respire.
- “The Bay Area”
- Advanced Adulthood
- What’s the big fucking deal about
- Today I could aspire but I want to nap
- Your yes, yes.
- Adornment is exaltation enacted.
- It’s Saturday. I meet you, get soft.
- I spread butter on the darkest rye
- My duty is to tend
- He thinks I should be glad because they
- His thumbs were
- Because I was being flown to Kelowna for a reading and he lives in Nelson
- Regardless
- Three
- In August I visited my Gran.
- Strong basic love
- Happy Cup
- I defer to you.
- Blood
- Rat vs. Lamb
- A beach.
- I was born and I lived
- I wore a mint-green Donna Karan suit in the Lincoln LS commercial.
- The landlord said he lost his phone.
- I want to walk the park with you
- Hi.
- I take a medicine.
- I decided that I was a planet and I was a planet.
- The crease
- I said no
- So I have a brand new set of markers
- Five
- I was a born a baby.
- Eighteen degrees Celsius Zagora No events Mostly cloudy
- The goat
- I cut my horns
- My anger is hope for my own righteousness.
- The coo of the common emerald dove is the sound of Venus.
- I have to live lest I die-live.
- It’s why I was born.
- Six
- I told you.
- How much of your body is your head.
- The trick to being funny by Aisha Sasha John.
- I couldn’t win with my brother because I was born.
- Thanks.
- I’ve seen stuff always.
- For you and all your siblings and friends and husbands or boyfriends.
- Seven
- I removed the snake ring.
- Pussy pain.
- The reassuring thing about life
- Psychic = Self-believer
- The year of being selfish. The year of being relaxed.
- I find the book.
- I get my power from pleasure. And I get my pleasure from pleasure, too.
- I’m on the back of something.
- I’m not dead.
- I’m not gonna die of love.
- I have to live. I’m married to love.
- Acknowledgements
Rat vs. Lamb
A beach.
The northeast coast of a country.
What happened was a man.
A man came.
Onto the beach and then
Another
Came.
He wanted to.
The day
Might have made me sorry.
I left, saw
At the base of a palm tree
A rat.
I was born and I lived
Swishing fluoride around my mouth with the others.
From various classmates, I stole
Blue scissors, a hamburger sharpener, ten bucks.
My mom found the ten bucks.
She beat me.
I’m sorry
The teacher told me to say to Mandeep.
So I said, crying, I’m sorry, Mandeep.
I wore a mint-green Donna Karan suit in the Lincoln LS commercial.
The makeup lady put concealer on my knuckles.
My husband
Was played by an NHL player whose mom was a white lady.
(He brought her to set!)
I got five grand, was nine
Teen, saw a Maybelline model
On the way back from the bathroom plus a flasher’s
Wobbling dinky:
“Happy Canada Day.”
I really like covering my head.
The landlord said he lost his phone.
The tenant she said call it.
He said I did, I did
And then the tenant’s boyfriend was like
I called you and a girl picked up and
Said it was the wrong number.
(And I’m like okay so it was the wrong number why are you even
Telling the guy that)
And then her boyfriend was like ya, I called it four times
She said it was the wrong number.
And then, then I was like okay. Hmm what the fuck.
And the tenant was like maybe it was your wife?
And her boyfriend was like no it
Was a girl.
So there’s a
Question there.
Also apparently the dog likes the cat
But the cat
Does not like the dog.
I want to walk the park with you
And look at the wondering people.
My neck.
My scalp.
I read somewhere that
It’s okay.
One kind of pork or –
Another kind of pork.
May I recommend the ones we
Already have?
Oh ya
I’m not coming because I don’t want to.
That’s why I’m not coming.
Three hundred dollars for a half-leather belt.
With blue fish on it.
I thought you said it was a novella.
My neck.
My wick.
A man keeps three decades of nail clippings in a jar.
Chartreuse or mustard
Solid or see-thru:
The loose, wide stripes
On a girl.
Purse blacker than her shorts.
Hi.
Chicken/egg.
I need to take a dump.
Part of me doesn’t believe it will work.
Who are people? Who are anybody?
It takes so long to know anything.
And it takes even longer
To know anything at all.
The pork chop is cold because I won’t heat it.
It’s breakfast.
It is breakfast.
I’m scared.
I take a medicine.
My sweet little
Coconut face falls.
The reds.
Pale yellow.
Screaming.
When I wash my feet at night
I’m cleansed of
Everything stupid.