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Contents ( 63)
  1. How to Mend a Broken Heart
  2. Anna Mansell
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Epilogue
  62. A Note From Anna
  63. Acknowledgments

‘And you think I’m the snooper!’ I say, my voice not quite as light as I’d hoped. She shoots me a look. We’re not totally out of the woods. ‘Okay, fair enough. This way.’ I lead her down the corridor, pushing the door open to the kitchen, feeling around on the wall for the switch. It flickers a few times before eventually kicking into life, bringing with it the sound of a gentle electric buzz. The room feels different to when David and I were here. The pots with teabags and sugar have gone from the side. The sink is clear of washing-up liquid and the yellow marigolds she put on as she cleaned up.

‘Can you see if there are any bin bags anywhere? Under the sink, maybe? We could empty her bin for her.’ Kat opens the fridge. ‘Oh…’

‘What is it?’

She crouches down, looking right into it. ‘There’s nothing in it,’ she says.

I move around the breakfast bar, as if I really need to check for myself. ‘Nothing?’ I reach my hand in.

‘Nothing. Not a thing. It’s on, and it’s cold, but there’s no sign of it ever having had food in.’ She reaches in, wiping the shelf. Our hands brush as I take mine out. She stands and sniffs her palm. ‘Clean. Lemony.’ She frowns. ‘Who has an empty fridge like this?’ Her face morphs from confusion to concern, which grows as she begins opening cupboards. Each one empty. ‘There’s nothing.’ She opens door after door. ‘Not a thing. I mean, we all have out-of-date tins in our cupboards, don’t we! Look, Rhys. Look around you.’ She stands upright again, hands on hips. ‘This,’ she says. ‘This, here. It’s not how people live.’

‘You haven’t seen my house,’ I say, trying to joke, even though I’m beginning to understand what she’s suggesting.

‘Immaculate house without obvious signs of inhabitants is one thing – I mean, not my thing, but I’ve seen in those magazines, it can be a thing. But empty cupboards? Empty fridge?’

‘Maybe she was going on holiday?’ I say, trying out the lie.

‘What, so she cleared the entire kitchen of all contents? How many holidays do you go on and do that?’

‘I don’t know when I last went on holiday.’ I reach for a cupboard, again to check for myself, revealing more bare shelves. We look around at a kitchen that reflects the rest of the house in all its dated but immaculate glory. Maybe glory is the wrong word. This place is more sterile, and less loved. Her old white enamel cooker is free of stains or marks. Her melamine kitchen worktops are clear of anything whatsoever. Glass sliding shelves are the only thing to contain something: beige and brown crockery, stacked up neatly from large to small.

‘It’s like a show home or something,’ I say, running my finger along the sparkling drainer.

Kat looks around her. ‘It’s sad…’ she says quietly, moving towards the archway leading to the dining room. ‘It’s desperately, desperately sad.’