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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

The woman turns. Everything about her is long: long limbs, long neck, long fingers laced around a mug. She is surpassingly beautiful. “Nice to meet you, Cate, I’m Zoe.” Her accent is American; Cate thinks she hears the sounds of the South. Dea wanders over to the stove and kisses Zoe. Cate watches Zoe’s hand briefly linger on Dea’s back.

“Take a seat, Cate,” says Zoe. “Excuse the mess.”

Cate perches on the seat of a battered sofa, which is covered with throws and cushions. Sunlight shines in from the window behind, warming her back. Kilner jars compete for shelf space with books and toys and bottles, glinting in the sunlight. More books lie in piles on every other surface. A biography of Louise Bourgeois is being used as a plant stand. There is dust on the chair rails and the floorboards are scuffed. Dishes are piled in the sink. The sight of the dirty plates invokes in Cate a mild but profound sense of relief. “Have you lived here long?” she asks.

“Five years.” Dea shakes herbs into a pot. “We were in the States before that. I was teaching at a university out there, which is where we met. But I’m a Kent girl. I grew up just outside the city. What about you? Have you been in Canterbury awhile?”

“Almost two months. We moved when Tom was five months old.”

“That couldn’t have been easy.”

“It was OK,” Cate lies.

“Where are you living?”

“Over the other side of town. Wincheap way.”

“I know it over there,” says Dea with a smile. “We have a plot, round the back of Toddler’s Cove.”

“Well, lovely to meet you, Cate,” says Zoe. “I’m just off to do a little work while Nora naps.”

“Oh, the spacious joys of a funded PhD.”

“Oh, the joys of fully paid maternity leave,” says Zoe, blowing Dea a kiss. “Hey,” she says, turning at the door. “You should set something up, you two. Something chill. Something where mothers get together.”

“We’re doing it.” Dea walks over with a cup of tea and hands it to Cate. “Aren’t we, Cate? This is it. This is our group. Right here. Right now.”

“Er . . . yeah, I guess so,” says Cate. She lifts her tea—it is pale yellow, and gently fragrant. Small flowers float on the surface.

Dea slides herself onto the sofa beside Cate. “Mum Club. The only rule of Mum Club is that we don’t talk about Mum Club. Right?”

Zoe laughs and rolls her eyes. “I’ll leave you two to it,” she says with a wave.

When Zoe has gone, Dea turns to Cate. “Chocolate cookie? I’ve got a stash.”

“Um. Sure.”

Dea reaches into the cupboard behind her and takes out a tin. “Amazing the stuff you find yourself buying when you become a mum. I’d forgotten how delicious chocolate fingers are.” Cate leans in and takes one.