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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

“Oh,” says Dea. “Hey, hi! Cate, isn’t it?” She smiles, stretches out a gloved hand. Her face is tired, wind-blown. “I didn’t recognize you at first. Without the baby. Where is he today?”

“With my mother-in-law. In Harbledown.”

“That’s good.” Dea puts her head to one side. “You don’t look sure. Is that good?”

“Oh, no—it is. It’s just the first time that I’ve left him. It’s all a bit strange.”

“I know what you mean,” says Dea, nodding. “I have the day to myself on Tuesdays. I look forward to it all week, and I’m supposed to be working, but I just . . .” She pulls a face.

“What’s your work?”

“Church art. I’m writing a book. But it’s taking me forever.”

“What sort of church art?”

“Some of it right here.” Dea points to the roof and Cate looks up. At first she doesn’t know what she is looking at but then, “Here”—Dea takes her by the elbow—“see that Green Man? And the mermaid?”

It is hard to see at first, but as Cate looks closer the details emerge—not just Green Men, but coiled dragons, lizards, shepherds with pipes. “Oh,” she says. “Yes. You’d never know they were there.”

“Exactly! I like to think of them as little nodes of subversion. Pagan deities holding up the buttresses of the established church.” Dea looks back. “Did I actually just say that? Sorry.” She gives a rueful smile.

A cold wind is funneling around the cloisters. “It’s cold,” says Dea. “Shall we go back to my place? It’s just around the corner. We can have some tea.”

“Sure.”

They walk out of the cathedral, past the stall manned by the students, where Dea stops for a second to speak to the pink-haired girl. Cate hangs back, watching as the girl proudly shows Dea the list of signatures.

“She’s one of my students, or she was before I took maternity leave,” says Dea as she rejoins Cate. “We’re asking our Vice Chancellor to speak out about the tuition fees, but I don’t think she will. It’s interesting though—all these kids. They’re really taking a stand. I’m proud.”

Dea’s house is close, just off the high street—tucked in a terrace of similar small houses. The front door is painted a muted gray-green; beside it, a window box blooms with late crimson flowers. The narrow hall is a tangle of coats and scarves. Dea leads her through into a kitchen at the back, where the house opens up and becomes light-filled and welcoming. A tall black woman with a loose Afro stands at the stove.

“Hey, Zo.” Dea unwinds her scarf. “This is Cate. I met her at Playmaggedon. That terrible group I told you about. And I just bumped into her in the cathedral.”