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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

The room is filling up now, the hubbub around the coffee table increasing, the crowd of actors spilling out into the room. The assistant stage manager is clapping her hands and gathering everyone together. Lissa and the young man, who tells her his name is Michael, wander over to the circle, where she takes her seat beside the older actor, who acknowledges her with a slight nod of the head.

All of the chairs are taken. Klara makes her way to her place but stays standing, her gaze sweeping the circle as one by one her actors fall silent. She lets the silence swell until it fills the room, then touches her hand to her heart. “Here you are,” she says. “Here you all are. And who are you? Tell us. Johnny.” She nods to the man beside Lissa. “You begin.”

“Johnny, Vanya.”

A young, intense-looking woman in black jeans and a polo speaks next. “Helen, Sonya.”

One by one they speak—Richard, Serebryakov; Greg, Astrov—and as they do so, the play populates itself: the elegant older woman playing Maria, Yelena’s mother-in-law; the woman who looks to be in her seventies playing Marina the nurse. Lissa watches Klara watch her actors—they all watch each other with wariness, with excitement, until the circle is complete and it is Lissa’s turn. “Lissa,” she says, “Yelena.”

“So,” Klara says, “let us read this brilliant play.”

As Johnny bends to the black leather bag at his feet and fishes out his script, it comes to Lissa, where she knows him from—the call center. She can picture him there now, sitting in the filthy break room with the same faintly disdainful look on his face. Something regal about him. Something tragic. Dressed all in black, with the same black leather briefcase at his feet.

Hannah

THEY HAVE BEEN TOLD TO REPORT TO THE HOSPITAL EARLY, AND she and Nathan sit silently, side by side on hard plastic chairs nailed to the floor, as dawn breaks over London.

Nathan scrolls through work emails on his phone as Hannah counts the couples. Seven of them. She knows the statistics: 24 percent of those in her age bracket will conceive, 15 percent of those older than her, slightly higher for those under thirty-five. She watches faces, guesses ages, tries to do the math. How many of those sitting here will be lucky? One couple? Two?

The women’s names are called and they stand, their small bags in their hands, saying good-bye to their partners. Nathan stands before Hannah and presses his forehead against hers.