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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

“The food was great though. He’s a talented man, your husband. You were right.”

“Can we stop talking about it now?”

“Sure.”

Cate sips her tea, which is green and gently fragrant, and stares into the flames. There is the sweet smell of wood smoke. Gulls calling in the high, thin sky.

“I went up to the Senate building today,” says Dea. “To check in on the students. They’ve turned off the heating in there. The university authorities.” She shakes her head. “It’s barbaric. I took them a couple of blankets. They’re asking for more.”

“They should come out,” says Cate sullenly.

“Oh?” says Dea. “Why’s that?”

“What are they going to change? What does anyone ever change?”

Dea looks at her.

“You know how it is.” Cate shrugs. “Young people become older people. They’ll compromise. That’s what we do. We stop fighting. We capitulate. We become part of the problem.”

“Right.”

“The vote’s over. The Tories have won. If the students are cold, they should go home. See their parents. Have Christmas. Get warm. Don’t you think?”

“No,” says Dea. “I’m not sure I do. I’m not sure you do either.”

She goes over to the pile of bracken, taking an armful of brambles and feeding them to the fire, regarding Cate through the flames.

“Have you compromised then?” she says. “Is that what’s going on?”

When Cate does not reply, Dea crouches to poke the fire with a stick, rearranging it, raking the burning embers. “I meant to tell you,” she says, after a while. “There’s a job available. At the university. It’s just maternity cover, but I thought of you.”

“What sort of job?”

“Outreach—all over Kent. Going into schools, helping kids get into higher education. We’ve got some of the poorest areas in Britain on our doorstep—Sheppey, Medway. I’m sure it would be perfect for you. It could be very creative, if you gave it some thought.”

“Right. So poor kids can go to university and be thousands of pounds in debt when they finish?”

“What would you rather? That they didn’t go at all?”

Cate is silent.

“Anyway, they’re interviewing early in the New Year—they want someone to start in the spring.”

Cate turns back to the fire. “Who are you? My career advisor?”

“No,” says Dea, throwing a stick into the flames. “Just a friend.”

Hannah

IN THE CAR ON THE WAY TO JIM AND HAYLEY’S, SHE SITS IN THE back seat, behind her mother, her head leaning against the window as the edges of the city give way to villages and then the villages to moorland, to dry-stone walls—all of it with a thick covering of snow. Every so often, her father brakes for a grouse or a sheep in the road.