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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

Cate watches Hannah watch them and feels a sudden spasm of protectiveness towards her friend. “Hey,” she says, nudging Zoe. “Hey, you two.” Nathan and Zoe look up, startled. Now that she has said it, she doesn’t know what else to say. “Food!” she says, clapping her hands as Sam puts the fish down on the table.

Hannah

CATE IS DRUNK. SHE IS SWAYING, HOLDING THE PLATES; HANNAH reaches up and takes them from her.

“Here, have some water.” Hannah holds out her glass.

“I’m fine,” says Cate. “Really, I am.”

Hannah drinks the water herself. She has had two glasses of wine and her head feels fuzzy. She already has a headache beginning at her temples. She is finding it hard to concentrate on the conversation that is swirling around her; she keeps thinking about the car, about how it will be stuck in the parking lot and they won’t be able to get it out. She needs to call the hotel—she needs to let them know that they will be late, to ask whether that’s OK, whether they need to have a special key. She can’t remember how far it is to Whitstable. Twenty minutes? Maybe more? It is ten o’clock and they are just eating their main course—at this rate they will be here until one.

The conversation is getting heated now: Dea, Cate’s new friend, and that guy Mark with the big diver’s watch, the one who’s fond of the sound of his own voice. She recognizes him from the wedding—he was Sam’s best man, wasn’t he?

“It was needed,” Mark is saying, “if the markets aren’t going to turn their backs on us. You want to be like Greece? Didn’t you see the note they left in the Treasury? There’s no money left. Idiots. Fucktards.”

“Sure,” says Dea, “and austerity is going to hit the poor the hardest. What about a tax on the banks?”

“They’ll just take their business elsewhere.”

“So they are in charge?” says Zoe, leaning in. “So they dictate policy now?”

Mark turns to Zoe. “I’m not sure you quite know what you’re talking about, love.”

“And why is that?”

“I mean, you’re American for a start.”

“For a start?” says Zoe. “And what comes after that?”

The temperature has dropped a couple of degrees in the room. Hannah stands, and quickly makes her way to where Sam is sitting. She leans in and thanks him for the food and asks him if he has a landline. “Sure,” he says, “it’s in the bedroom, first on the left.”