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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

“Hang on, Mum, wait a sec.” Lissa puts a hand on her mother’s arm to halt her, then turns back to the road and reaches out her thumb. A man in a Range Rover stops almost immediately. He is pleasant and hearty, and Lissa senses her mother’s silent relief as he drives them up a hill towards the Common, dropping them in a parking lot where Lissa helps her mother down. Sarah walks to the fence, where an old control tower still stands. Lissa wanders over to a board, which tells a little of the history of the Common, of the air base, of the flora and fauna to be found. Greenham Common, it says, restored to lowland Heath.

Past grazing by commoners’ livestock has enabled a rare heath plant life to develop, consisting of heather, gorse, and other acid-loving plants.

The removal of the runways and the erection of fencing allows commoners to once again exercise their grazing rights.

She squints. In the middle distance is a concrete pathway—the old runway—where two girls, young teenagers, stand playing airplanes, their arms out to catch the breeze, their laughter high on the air.

“This way,” Sarah says. The sandy gravel crunches beneath their feet; heather blooms in all directions, starlike white flowers studding the grasses by the path. They walk parallel to the old runway, past a pond, a fire hydrant. Sarah’s head turns this way and that, occasionally nodding to herself, as though things are falling into place. “That was the Blue Gate,” she says, pointing with her stick, “over there.”

Cyclists pass them, families lumbering along together, older men in packs of three or five, wearing their wraparound sunglasses, their helmets. Sarah tut-tuts at them as they shoulder their way over the path. It is warm, getting hotter. Lissa takes water from her bag, offers it to Sarah, who takes it and drinks deeply.

“There,” Sarah says suddenly, her eyes fixed on something behind Lissa. “There they are. The silos. Where the missiles were held.”

Lissa turns. They are huge, grass-covered. They look, she thinks, like nothing so much as burial mounds, the sort where Bronze Age kings would be interred with all their loot. They make their way slowly over the Common towards them. Triple barbed-wire fences still stand in front of them; someone has painted over them in red paint.

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A sign still stands amid overgrown vegetation—Ministry of Defence.

Sarah rattles the fence with her stick. “Bolt cutters,” she says proudly, “made short work of this.” She smiles. “We always had our bolt cutters on us.” Then she throws her head back and begins to make the most extraordinary noise—a ululation—at once utterly earthed and utterly unearthly. She sees some walkers look up, wondering. When Sarah stops there is silence; she smiles a wicked smile. “It frightened the daylights out of the soldiers,” she says. “They didn’t know what to make of us.”