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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

At the entrance to the tube, Hannah finds she is breathless, as though she has been running. She pulls the paper from her pocket, sees an ordinary-looking flyer—something mocked up on a PC at home. It advertises the healing powers of Lindsay McCormack. There is a photo of Lindsay’s sallow face in troubling close-up, and an address, somewhere in the outer reaches of West London. She pushes it to the bottom of her bag. Later though, she pulls it out again and gazes upon it in the light of the lamp in the small room—blurred pictures of female forms and trees, text in colored lettering that is difficult to read. A testimonial from a man who was in chronic pain who feels much better now. All of it badly done, nothing in the least bit compelling about any of it.

And yet.

She picks up her phone, calls the landline number. It is answered quickly. “Hello?”

“Oh—hello. I saw you. Today. In Covent Garden. You gave me a flyer.”

“Yes?” The woman sounds harassed, and there is the noise of a crying child in the background. “Yes, I remember.”

“I wondered if you had any space.”

“Space?”

“To see me, I mean.”

“Ah,” the woman says. “How about tomorrow morning?”

SHE TELLS WORK she has a dentist appointment—an emergency filling—and then, just after rush hour, takes the tube out west to the end of the line.

The address is deep in a warren of houses, an ungainly semi-detached with a muddy patch of front garden. A trike rusts on the step, its trailing purple decorations soaked with rain. Hannah rings the doorbell and peers through the frosted glass. At first there is no sound, no movement, and she thinks she may have the wrong house—then the woman comes to the door. She is bundled in a cardigan the color of porridge, her hair pulled back into a scruffy bun.

“Come in.” She leads Hannah through a dark hallway to a small back room with a table and two blankets. “Hop up.” The woman pats the table.

The room is chilly, uninviting. “Would you mind,” says Hannah, standing in the doorway, “if I used the bathroom?”

A flicker of irritation crosses the woman’s face. “It’s just out the door on the right.”