Chapters (79)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Praise for Destroy All Monsters
- Books by Sam J. Miller
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
And this time, when I looked through the lens, I really looked. Focused on the swirling black ink in the air around him. Blocked out everything else, until the shiver of my spine was all I felt. Watched the ink expand, take on concrete shapes. His damage, his demons. His darkest moments. I could use what I saw.
Night. Ski mask on his head, gloves on his hands. Spray-painting a line of dark blue swastikas along the back of Judy Saperstein’s house.
“Hey, have you seen Judy lately?” I asked.
His jaw dropped. Panic filled his eyes, and then was replaced by anger.
I pressed the shutter. Click.
“No,” he said.
“Got the shot,” I said, and waved my hand dismissively. “Your turn, Hector.”
And so on, down the line. By the eighth player we had hit a groove. Their awkwardness was gone, replaced by a kind of impatient boredom. Which was good. A place of frustration to start from, when they stepped in front of me.
I could see so much more, now. Which ones were monsters, and which were just scared little boys trying their hardest to be men. The shiver in my spine—the visions through my lens—they were under my control.
They all left, when I was done with them. The crowd shrank fast. Connor was the very last in line. It was only me and him and Sheffield—and Solomon, somewhere. Watching us, I felt certain.
“Hey,” Connor said, taking his place before me. The first word he’d said to me, since I left his house that night. I had been angry before that, at his complicity in the Induction Ceremony scheme, and then ashamed of how I might have hurt him. Now I felt only sadness for him. Because he was such a sweet and kind person—now. But Sheffield was already at work on him, and so was the whole horrible world. Sweetness and kindness were so easily broken. Crushed into oblivion.
“Hey,” I said.
His smile was weak, thin. Forced. Proud. Sad. I took a single shot of him. Trying my hardest not to tap into my ability. It switched off easily, and I saw only Connor. “That’s perfect,” I said, and smiled back. My smile broadened his, made it real—wide and happy.
“Goodbye, Sheffield,” I said, turning to him.
He blinked, startled at being dismissed, and then recovered. Sheepish, calculated grin. “Later, Ash. Seems like it was a success, yeah?”
“You did good. Thanks for your help.”
We eyed each other, for a second or six, before he saluted and turned to go to his car.
“Why are you helping me?” I called.