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- Acknowledgments
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There was some of it in everyone.
Thirty-Two
Solomon
Niv’s darkness was there. Had always been there. Distant—but I could sense it.
“Tell me what you mean,” I whispered to him, there on the safe, warm floor of Radha’s home, with the whole world falling down around us.
He did not answer me right away. When he did, I could hear that he was crying. “They’ve got me, Solomon. Going back years.”
“Who’s they?”
“The police,” he said, and his breath smelled like cinnamon and chocolate, like the little boy he had been. “When I was ten, when I first started working as a stableboy at the Palace, they came to me. My mom was in prison, and they told me that if I didn’t work for them, they would make life hard for her. Kill her, even, if I disobeyed, or if I told anyone at the Palace about what was going on. My handler would come check in with me once a month. Ask me what had been happening. What I’d seen, heard. It made me sick to work for them, but in the beginning, it wasn’t such a big deal. I didn’t have any power or responsibility back then, and certainly nobody ever told me anything valuable—but pretty soon I started getting promoted. They made sure I moved closer and closer to the center of the inner circle. Until pretty soon I was the Refugee Princess’s number one aide.”
“I knew it,” I said, and I wondered if that’s why I didn’t feel angrier.
“I pretty much hated myself, for what I did. But you have to believe me, Solomon. I love Ash more than anything, and I’ve never ever given them any information that could help them to hurt her. And I never would.”
He was crying harder, now. I held him tighter. Told him shhhhhhh. Told him we would figure it all out. Told him everything would be okay.
“They have her,” he said, through sobs. “My mom. What’re they going to do to her, now that I’ve run off?”
“I don’t know,” I said.
“My handler liked me,” he said, rolling over, onto his back, away from me. “She came by the safe house, told me that the cops had learned about the Shield’s plan for the attacks, during the queen’s speech. Told me the Destroyers would be coming for Ash at the same time, and they’d kill her guards if they had to. Told me I should go out for a kebab when the speech started, if I knew what was good for me. As soon as she was gone, I took Ash and headed straight for the Underbridge.”
I touched his face. It was the only thing I could think to do. Pressed my hand against his cheek.
“I’m so sorry,” he said.