Chapters (79)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
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- Seven
- Eight
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- Ten
- Eleven
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- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
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- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
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- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Praise for Destroy All Monsters
- Books by Sam J. Miller
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
Maybe it wasn’t trauma that made Solomon see the world as full of magic and monsters. Maybe it wasn’t his sickness. Maybe that’s just who he was. Special. Gifted.
Artists, writers, musicians—photographers—they all had to be able to tap into something (the other side) that wasn’t there, some other better world, and grab hold of things, and bring them back so the rest of the world can feel the magic too. Diane Arbus did it, at great personal cost. The world was better for having her photographs in it, even if that struggle ended up killing her.
With a shiver, I realized: It takes a very special kind of crazy to change the world.
Solomon was already in the car. When I got in, I didn’t ask him if he’d seen the blue fairy, or relay my conversation with the girl.
I looked at my list. So many dumb, gullible boys, so many petty, little crimes. Those football players weren’t blameless, but Sheffield was the twisted brain behind it all.
Sheffield was the one I needed to focus on.
But by then it was late. And my head was spinning. And we were hungry. So we headed for my house.
“Shit,” Solomon said. Because both my parents were sitting on the porch.
That afternoon, I’d told him that I’d told them. Seeing them, seeing how he stiffened in his seat, I grabbed his hand and held it tight. “Do you want to go?”
They stood up, came toward the car.
“No,” he said, but he sounded like a man going to the guillotine.
Before he’d taken a step outside of the car, my mother had him in a hug. My father put a hand on his shoulder.
“We are so, so sorry for what happened,” he said. “And I am so sorry for how I’ve treated you.”
In the kitchen, over coffee, once most of the crying was over, my father said, “I want to call a meeting, of the school board. We spoke with a lawyer—strictly confidential, and without giving your name, Solomon—and she thinks that could be a good place to start. At the very least, that man should not be allowed to continue to coach or teach anyone. But before I move forward, I want to make sure: Are you okay with this? We want to be really careful not to do anything that might hurt or further traumatize you.”
Solomon stared into his coffee cup. “Let me think about it?” he said, but I could hear the doubt in his voice. And the fear—the power Mr. Barrett still had over him. And my coffee turned to toxic sludge in my stomach.
I texted Sheffield: Can I come over?
Almost immediately, he wrote back: My mom’s got people over. And then: Meet up at the old movie theater? I sent an OK.