“Hands and knees in front of me,” he said, and I could hear the excitement lacing his words. I had never seen his cock so thick and red. The damned thing looked angry as fuck, and I was afraid it was going to rip me in two. I knelt in front of him, and he lined himself up with my back entrance, pressing forward just a little. I tensed and whimpered, and he soothed my back with gentle strokes. “Relax, sweetheart.”

“I’m trying. I’m just nervous, Ax.”

He leaned over and peppered my shoulder with tender kisses. “You’re nervous?” I nodded, and he said, “We don’t have to do this, baby.”

“I want to,” I said simply.

“Look at me, Blaire.” I turned my head to look at him over my shoulder, and he said, “I don’t want you to do anything you’re not comfortable with, Bear. I want it to feel good for both of us.” He moved away from me and leaned his back against the headboard. “Come sit on my lap. We’ll try it this way so I can see your face while I’m fucking you. We can stop any time you want to.”

I straddled his hips facing him and felt him hold his cock up and align it with my ass. “You’re in control, baby. Press down on me when you’re ready,” he said gently.

I lowered my hips a little and felt intense pressure against my anus until the head popped through my outer ring of muscles. There was a searing pain at first, and I heard myself make a strangled noise. Axel held perfectly still, his hands on my buttocks, but just for support. He wasn’t pulling me down onto him, though I could tell by his fingers digging into me that it was taking a supreme effort for him not to do so.

His voice was quivering. “Fuck, Blaire. Tell me you’re okay.” His blazing blue eyes never left my face for a second.

“I’m… I’m okay,” I told him. Once the initial burn wore off, I just felt full and… good. Axel’s hand moved between us, and he worked his fingers against my clit. I slid down an inch onto his shaft and whispered, “Yes,” to his questioning look.

“You’re doing amazing, baby. You don’t even have to take me any deeper. I could come like this,” he said through gritted teeth. He pressed harder against my clit, and I took another inch of him. “Oh, fuck. Blaire. That’s so. Fucking. Tight.”

He leaned forward to nuzzle around my breast before taking a nipple into his mouth. He sucked gently at first and then harder as I slid down onto his hard dick another inch. “Axel. God, baby. You were right. It’s so good,” I moaned as he moved to my other breast, worshipping it with his mouth.