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Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for C J Skuse
  3. About the Author
  4. Booklist
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Wednesday, 22 January 2020 – Barnes & Noble, Fifth Avenue, New York City
  9. Part 1: Europe
  10. Wednesday, 22 January 2020 – Sluggers Bar, Fifth Avenue, New York City
  11. Monday, 31 December 2018 – at sea – one day to Madeira
  12. Tuesday, 1 January 2019 – Madeira
  13. Wednesday, 2 January – Cadiz
  14. Thursday, 3 January – Gibraltar
  15. Friday, 4 January – Cartagena
  16. Saturday, 5 January – Valencia
  17. Sunday, 6 January – Mallorca
  18. Monday, 7 January – Barcelona
  19. Tuesday, 8 January – Marseille
  20. Wednesday, 9 January – Genoa
  21. Thursday, 10 January – Florence
  22. Thursday evening, 10 January – at sea
  23. Friday, 11 January – Rome
  24. Part 2: Mexico
  25. Sunday, 13 January – Aeropuerto Internacional Benito Juárez
  26. Sunday, 20 January – Hacienda Santuario
  27. Monday, 21 January – Hacienda Santuario
  28. Thursday, 24 January – Hacienda Santuario
  29. Saturday, 26 January – Hacienda Santuario
  30. Monday, 28 January – Hacienda Santuario
  31. Monday, 4 February – Hacienda Santuario
  32. Wednesday, 6 February – Hacienda Santuario
  33. Friday, 15 February – Hacienda Santuario – the day before surgery starts
  34. Monday, 18 February – Hacienda Santuario
  35. Wednesday, 6 March – Hacienda Santuario
  36. Friday, 15 March – Hacienda Santuario
  37. Friday, 29 March – Hacienda Santuario
  38. Friday, 5 April – Hacienda Santuario
  39. Wednesday, 17 April – Hacienda Santuario
  40. Monday, 29 April – Hacienda Santuario
  41. Sunday, 5 May – Hacienda Santuario
  42. Tuesday, 7 May – Playa Tortuga, Rocas Calientes
  43. Thursday, 9 May – Holiday Inn en el Agua, Rocas Calientes
  44. Friday, 10 May – the beachfront, Rocas Calientes
  45. Monday, 13 May – Hacienda Santuaria
  46. Monday, 3 June (early) – Hacienda Santuaria
  47. Thursday, 6 June – Hacienda Santuaria
  48. Friday, 14 June – Holiday Inn el Agua, Rocas Calientes
  49. Sunday, 16 June – Holiday Inn el Agua, Rocas Calientes
  50. Wednesday, 19 June – St Christopher’s Hospital, Colonia Centro, San Jose del Cabo
  51. Part 3: New York State
  52. Wednesday, 22 January 2020 – Sluggers Bar, Fifth Avenue, New York City
  53. Thursday, 23 January – Greyhound bus from JFK Airport, Queens to Manchester, Vermont
  54. Thursday, 23 January – Burlington International Airport, Vermont
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Extract
  57. 1
  58. 2
  59. About the Publisher

Caro wasn’t back at her cabin yet and the upper deck was fairly quiet with most people having hit the dining rooms or catching a show. A message bing!ed through around two minutes later, straight to voicemail.

‘Hiya, love,’ came the Mancunian caterwaul. ‘Yeah, I found Dad’s file with the information in – I’m waiting to hear back that the fella’s expecting yer – he’s got a bad connection where he is. Bit remote. Give me a few days and I’ll let you know the address—’

‘What address?’ I shouted down the phone. ‘Where am I going? Aren’t you even going to tell me which fucking country?’

No, she didn’t. She warbled on and on about how hard it had been to find the envelope Bobby had hidden, how they still hadn’t released his body for cremation yet and how she’d never known such admin when a person dies.

‘Oh cry me a fucking river, I don’t care, just tell me WHERE, Dannielle?’ I cried. ‘WHERE AM I GOING?’

‘You’ve lucked out though – Dad’s done all right for yer. Place looks reet nice. So yeah I’ll call yer as soon as I’ve heard back and let you know when he’ll be expecting yer and all that, all right, love? You take care now.’

I called her back immediately but the ship was already fully at sea by then and all signal had been lost. I walked a lonely, uncertain circuit right around the top deck, chewing it over, trying to pick the bones out of what she’d had said. A ‘reet nice’ place but a ‘bit remote’. Where could it be? South America, like Bobby had said originally? Afghanistan? Australia?

I found the longer I walked, the less I wanted to leave. I wanted to stay on the ship, in the cabin, in my little bed. Sightseeing with Caro. Playing with Ty. This was the only home I had. The angry bubbles popped and fizzed in my stomach. Everything felt wrong – bowling shoes wrong. Point Break remake wrong. Bounty-in-the-God-Tier-of-Chocolate-wrong.

And you know what that means.

The only other person about on deck at that time was The Man Who Walks. He was leaning against the railings like I was, newspaper tucked under his arm. Wrong place, right time.

‘Hello,’ I said, leaning on the railings next to him.

‘Oh, good evening,’ he said, with a polite nod, and he attempted to step past me but I blocked him. He wore a lemon shirt with a glasses pocket, tucked into white trousers and his shoes were grey and neatly tied with bowed laces. Everything about him was clean and pressed and even. Including his face.

‘You were thinking about your wife, weren’t you?’

He frowned. ‘Sorry, do I know you?’

‘No. I heard you lost your wife, though. I lost someone too.’

‘Did you?’

‘A baby.’