Back Bitter Sweets
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Henna’s back was to Shona, and her shoulders started shaking as though she had a deep laugh rumbling upwards from her stomach. ‘You stupid, stupid child,’ choked out Henna through the laugh when it finally erupted. For a moment Shona thought that all was well, and that she had simply misunderstood everything. But then she saw that Henna’s laugh was so strong it was bringing her to tears. ‘You’ve fallen out? You’ve fallen out?’ she mocked Shona, imitating her voice cruelly. ‘As though we were children squabbling over a ten-taka note in the gutter. Don’t you realize what this bloody marriage means?’ Shona remained silent, having no idea what had upset her mother so deeply, and not wanting to risk displaying any further ignorance. Her mother had the ability to make her feel very small and simple indeed. Henna took a deep breath. ‘No, of course you don’t. You only think of yourself and your fat Pakistani and your darling father.’ She turned fully to face Shona, who was still standing at the door. ‘Sit down, dear,’ she said, indicating the divan seat. When Shona remained standing, preferring the support of the door, Henna shrugged and explained in a more composed voice, just slightly trembling with anger, ‘It means that I have given that man and his mother the last twenty years of my life, and he repays me by replacing me with another model, and barely a younger model at that!’ Shona held her breath, thinking that Henna must have found out about Verity, but then Henna continued, ‘An ugly spinster, a doctor who thinks she is so special just because she has worked for a living. Hah! She calls that work? That woman has spent her life looking down people’s throats and down her thin nose at real wives and mothers like me.’ She looked earnestly at Shona. ‘You see? He is bringing another woman to this house, usurping my place in our household, and in our society.’